=Jac=

ジャクリーン オン チウ イエン

D.O.B.:17 July

Currently working as an Indirect Tax Associate in an Accounting / Auditing Firm (a.k.a Indirect Tax Auditor)

Diploma in Accountancy
(Ngee Ann Polytechnic)

CCAs:BA Communication, BA Envoys, ERS & HI! Club

Jobs: Flyer Distributor, Pizza Hut, AVX Kyocera (Singapore) Pte Ltd, Bengawan Solo, Bread Talk, Chinese Tutor, LMS Associates Pte Ltd, Impetus Marketing Group...etc

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That man...
Saturday, January 20, 2007 ( 3:38 PM )

I love my mother and my brother.

I love raining day...
No one will noe that I am crying in the rain becos of the raindrops...

A man,USED me for over 17yrs,his lies,his dotes,his act,his words,everything...etc
Is he still trustworthy?
I dun trust him anymore,I am scared,I am afraid I will fall again as I did in the past...
He's the one hu gave me confidence and the one who took it away...
He teach me all theory,he teach me life experiences,he gave me knowledges...
I am mentally older than my actual age...
He gamble,smokes,drinks and borrow money from many ppl…

I feel very weak...
No one will ever understand the pain and life I am going through...
Hu would not want to go out with frenz?
Hu would not want to throw all the worries and burden away?

I am human...

A little bit of encouragement from my frenz make me move...
But...
I realised that I was a fool,
I never will be able to be side by side with my fren,neither can I lead them nor follow them...

I am in total different situation with you all,you all wun understand unless you all tried it...

I have to wake up early to go sch[6am]...
Go for school and work till 11plus then reach hm...
Banned to use the laptop till very late,not much tym for me to study,I have no choice to slp...

Family affairs I gt when I reach hm from work,worries accompany to bed...
Tired body and mind accompany me to school...
I cant think well...

The burden is very big...Y cant I c the man putting his effort in changing the family to a better life?

Y is my burden as heavy as a working adult?

How can I drop my burden and worries?
-No,I cant.

I tot of killing myself,but I still got lots of things to do,my tutorials,works,duties...
I need to be responsible for all these...
I cant die yet...

The solution I tot...
-Quit school and work whole-heartedly

I do not want to drop school but the man's act seemed to force me to...

I carry worries with me,whenever and wherever I go...
How can you all understand?

I vent my anger thru hitting my fist at the wall,I vent my stress thru this method...

I am actually cheerful,I am happy with my lifestyle now...Really...
But dunno y...
Deep inside myself,no one knows,not even my family or even my close frenz...

The true self that you all nvr c b4,was feeling sad and down...
U all will nvr c...

I gt lots of bills to settle for my family,I am really in need of money…

A man suppose to have pride and hold the responsibilities to support his family,no matter how hard it will be…But in this case,I din c it…

I gtg…Really tired,though I slp fpr very long recently,I still feel slpy…

Bye…Sorry to throw so many unhappiness in my blog…I love my mother and my brother.

=Jac=