Donated a big pack of blood,which will be spilt into 3 other packs,tt explains y can save 3 lives(From the nurse)...
LoL...
After blood donation,gt a cert and milo...haha...
Den after blood donation,str away go HI! Club Closng Ceremony Rehearsal...Tiring day,kinda piss off by the waiting time for the performance rehearsal...=( Den carried my laptop,heavy files n bags home(Took bus tt was non-aircon,n no a squeezy one)...
Think hurt my wound... Cos when reached home,I took out the bandage and there's bruise and tt the blood still flowing out...=X
I used a plaster on the wound...=X Oklah,tok to u all next tym...
Take care everyone! =)
=Jac=
Taking back m Art Pieces or not?
( 1:19 AM )
Taking back my Art Pieces or not?
There's a msg passing ard stating tt we can take back our past yr's (O'lvl) Art Pieces,and after CNY,the Art Pieces would be throw away by the school...
I wan mine back,but last yr I was told tt mine was lost... Sia lah... I gt draw so nice till ppl wan to steal meh? Haiz...
I wan my sketches,a total of 8 pcs A2 size black board of sketches sia... Was told last yr by a teacher saying my Art Pieces,total of 8 pieces of board,ALL GONE.
Haiz... Was told tt the Art Pieces was lost when the juniors REFERENCE them... Sad...
Another sad thing,my Ezlink still wasnt found,terminated it juz now already. Broke. Cos to make a new Ezlink will cost me $21,then need to spend some money to take the passport size photo,then add new bus concession ($52),will cost me a total of ard $80 over...
Sian... Today serve customers(ctm) till I siao... Really tired sia... Even latte,kopi'o this afternoon also wun work... Sian...*Tired* *Yawn Yawn*
Tmr will go on blood donation,at ard 4pm... Anyone wan to join me can tell me! =)
Den after tt got HI! Club Closing Ceremony's Rehearsal. Chiong all the way!
Nvm le,gtg do tutorials le... Take Care everyone,cya!
*We are not who we think we are; we are not even who others think we are; we are who we think others think we are...
=Jac=
Big F*** Day.
Sunday, January 27, 2008 ( 9:05 PM )
Big F*** Day.
Really SUAY.
Went to Simei East Point Sony Ericsson to service my hp juz now. Went out with someone who put up the LJB the whole day,totally spoil the day.
Tat's not it,lost my Ezlink card on the bus 27 I think,cos I reached home then realised tt I've lost it. Shld be bus 27,cos I nvr tap out when alight the bus,den totally sucks lah.
Went abt to look for my card. Run here n there,high n low to look for the card.
Ended up at Hougang Terminal,hoping the bus driver gt found the card. But no,they din. Till now still haven eat anything since morning.
Tired.Not in gd mood at all. Decided to use the words tt learnt ytd from some BA Envoys,"Big F***".=X
Recently,no,shld say EVERYDAY been VERY SUAY during yr 2007,looks like Lunar New Year haven pass,the "Luck" is still not with me.
Heck care le,now I going to eat my dinner.
Bye everyone. Take Care.
=Jac=
Struggle...
Saturday, January 26, 2008 ( 3:40 AM )
Struggle...
Dunno y I feel the anxiety in me and feel tt I am struggling all along.
Been feeling tired more than before,keep slping during lectures and all recently...=( I juz cant help it,though slp for long hours,I still feel very tired and fall into sleep within minutes.
I feel so hopeless. I appear to be and wanted to be strong,but I realised that I am not tt strong after all. I dunno how long I can hang in there,I juz dunno when I will collapse.
I also double confirm that I cant trust anyone totally. Not even one. Cos I dun even trust myself.
Ppl say diff things in front of diff ppl,ppl do diff thing from wat they say,ppl express wat they say differently too. In the process of wat they did,they hurt some ppl.
It's painful. It's confusing. It's not at all trustworthy.
Juz when I pick up little of my confidence,changing myself from anti-social to become a joker to mingle with the rest,I found tt it's hard n tired. And at some moment,I hate myself n also feel tt I am juz tt extra among them,the insignificant presence...
And juz when I tot I gt many TRUE frenz,I realised that all are HI-BYE frenz.
Sometimes,feels tt,if I happen to leave the earth to a faraway land,who would even miss or rmb me?
The frenz tt used to be my best frenz and all,we stray further from one another and more like strangers now.
And I rmb wat the MA Lecturer had presented to us a short story,and the moral of the story is somehow like this...
"Those who shits on you may not be your enemy; Those who helped you out of the shit may not be your friends;and if you are in deep shit,it's best to keep your mouth shut."
Very true I think. Ok lah,stopped emo already,I go to slp le,ltr still got to help out at Muhammadiyah Welfare Home...
Bye...Take Care Everyone...=)
=Jac=
Making Decisions...
Thursday, January 24, 2008 ( 2:17 AM )
Making Decisions...
I dunno shld I go to the teacher in charge to defer my attachment... I kana attachment next sem,from Mar till Aug... Den if like tt hor,I got to quit my current jobs and den after the 6mths will go back to sch for study after attachment,I will have to get jobs to support myself,not very convenient for me...
Den Ms Karen say I may tok to the teacher in charge to c if I can defer my attachment,den in this case,I can study and work at the same time as usual,den when go for attachment den quit my current jobs and c if can stay at the company I was posted to,den I dont have to worry if I cant get myself a job to support myself le...
Like tt sounds better rite? But wat if I fail any of the module? Tt's my concern...Haiz... Dunno wat to do...
*Quote from wat my Sec Sch Teacher used to joke (from NIE ad): I can fly to the moon, if you teach me how...
How?
Haiz... Btw,I've received letter n email regarding I keep absent from EAA classes,and only EAA classes. Diao,I was late and marked absent. I was there lo,I finished all assignments also... Every week,when come to Wed or Thur,I sure late for the morning lesson,either traffic jam or I oversleep,really lo...
I live very far from sch,cant blame me to be late once in a while mah...=X I noe is my fault lah,but traffic jam I cant control,I already out of my hse 45min earlier already still late lo... (45min+2hrs) Haiz...
K,take care all my fren! =)
=Jac=
2008 Resolution...
Tuesday, January 22, 2008 ( 1:17 AM )
2008 Resolution... Secret...(Actually is still haven think of one lah...=X)
Every year,everyone changing for the better,y am I still lag behind and turning from bad to worse?
Haiz...
2008 Resolution is to change to a better person,with better character,with better academic results,with better job and more...
Best is tt I still think I am lucky,even though sometimes really suay,see it from other view,actually it may be the most lucky situation as compare to the worse...=)
Optimistic may not change everything... But at least,this makes me feel better...
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*I wan to sing,I wan to act...I wan to be on my own...
I am already on my own.
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It's random,I noe,but wat to do? It's juz me...random out of the routine...=X
K,take care everyone,cya! =)
=Jac=
Last Day of Open Hse...
Sunday, January 20, 2008 ( 12:18 AM )
Last Day of Open Hse...
Feel very bad towards ERS,cos din help them...=(
As for BA Envoys,everyone did a great job,tt's very gd...
For some moment,I feel tt I was not impt,in fact extra there... Well,I din plan well for the performance part,my bad,I apologize here.
If I happen to let u feel tt I am attitude or EMO,I am sorry. If u c me losing my cool,I am really sorry about it,sorry.
BA Envoys are very united,I think,I feel...
For tt very moment at the end of today(19 Jan),kinda EMO cos tired...Haha...
K lah,I got to slp soon.
Cya,take care everyone...=)
=Jac=
Suay...
Saturday, January 19, 2008 ( 2:04 AM )
Suay...
Really feel tt everything is not smooth!!!
Recently took bus 156,gt twice took the Nokia Bus again,cool...=)
However,it's like the ONLY good thing tt happened on me...
Recently keep going late for lesson,things corp up here n there... Everything not smooth at all,really.
Haiz...
Really not feeling a bit happy at all...
Today lost my cool over a minor stuff,sorry to all if u all(think only 2 ppl other than me noe I lost my cool) was shock by it,I'm fine already...
Think cos recently I too tired den bad temper,den stress set in also,tt's y... Shant say more,it wun make me feel good at all...
Today my day's brighten cos my brother came to sch to look for me and also to see the open house,bring his fren n him around Ngee Ann Poly,den klkk lo...(klkk=kia lai kia...from Audit Lecturer...=X) Haha...
Den today really wanna rest myself,fill myself with music n all,haha,learning sign language,for the song,"Gotta Go My Own Way-Vanessa Hudgens"...etc
I realise to relax myself is to listen to music,very cool... Juz now flash back to those youtube videos tt I've watched,think the following is still quite funny,n infact quite true,especially the sentence,"I live in Singapura,It's not perfect living,But at least it's interesting,I live in Singapura,Though it's kind of crazy,We win other country..."
Sit back,take a laugh,do u gd! =)
Take care everyone,I go watch Naruto Shippuden Ep43 lo...=) Cya!
=Jac=
Updates...
Thursday, January 17, 2008 ( 2:04 AM )
Updates...
Recently busy with many stuffs,not enough slp at all...
Studies... -MA n RFA re-test...T_T -Late for EAA lesson,for 1hr last week and today,20min...(Stupid Traffic Jam...Cant help it...=/) -Late for FMGT lesson,45min,cos overslpt...(My bad...=X ) -No tym to do tutorials at all...
Works... -Working at Bengawan...(Very busy cos got many cookies and lapis cakes are coming in,due to CNY) -No promoter job since very long...
CCAs...
First, BA Envoys...
-Need to invite ppl to perform for the 3 days of Open House on BA side... -Need to collate all their available timeslots and also particulars,ask them if the need excuse letters and all... -Need to know their performance duration,need to plan the program sheet within 1 day... -Need to sms/call the performers regarding their timeslots and stuffs... -Need to jagar with mgt ppl... ...
Second, HI! Club...
-Need to participate in song signing performance for Open House...(Fri,12.10pm ad 12.40pm) -Need to think formation for Thur class students... -Need to edit the song lyrics again... -Need to conduct lesson also... -Need to memorize song,"Gotta go my own way-Vanessa" for Thur instructors' performance... -Need to set up publicity team... -HI! Club Website(Official Website,under Ngee Ann Webpage)... -Need to meet Mr Alfred(Advisor) regarding Chinese Newspaper Interview(HI! Club) this Saturday... ...
Third, ERS...
-ERS Booth during Open House... -Poster & Brochures Designs... ...
Tired,tired,tired...
Hope I can survive thru...*Pray*
*Funny stuffs,I actually thought my thumbdrive was spoiled cos I cant delete anything or do anything to the stuffs inside the thumbdrive,it states "Write-protected"... Den I realise how to solve this prob,really very easy and I feel tt I am silly lo...=X
K lah everyone,gtg...
Extremely tired le,need some slp,ltr morning lesson,I need to wake up at 6am...
Take care everyone!=)
=Jac=
Priority...
Sunday, January 13, 2008 ( 2:36 AM )
Priority...
Lost the standard of priority... Wat do I mean?
It means that I dunno how to prioritize my works...
Headache,everything come at a go...
Heng I got my brother sia...
He's very gentleman n sweet lo...=)
Cos on Thursday night,I was busy discussing with fren online regarding projects,discussing with CCA advisor regarding CCA's stuffs and also toking to fren thru phone on Open House's stuffs...etc (Multi-tasking)
That day,I came back from work,din eat dinner,str away set into "school-works-mode",den my brother made me a roasted drumstick(kinda big one)...
Though he made for me,I go no time to eat,I din say anything,he can see it himself,den...
He help me remove the bone of the drumstick,cut into smaller pieces,presented it nicely and bring it to my room for me sia...
Wah,really touching lah,den my mum sitting on my bed looking at him also lo,both of us(mum n me in my room...) *Stunned* I asked my mum,"He is my brother rite?" (LoL...Cos I nvr noe my bro is so gentleman de lo...=X)
LoL...
He really grown up le,I muz say...
Haha...
Last tym I forgt to bring my spec to work,without complain,he bring it to me asap after I called him... He help me carry my stuffs when we go out together n also heavy stuffs...etc Accompany me to have supper,chat with me,watch animes/shows with me...etc He did many many things... LoL... Haha...
Great to have a brother like him! =)
Haha... K lah,I got to slp soon,dun wan to face the pile of work in front of me,shall settle ltr...=X
Take Care everyone! Nitez! =)
=Jac=
I'm turning from bad to worse!!!
Saturday, January 12, 2008 ( 12:52 AM )
I'm turning from bad to worse!!!=(
Haiz... Went *Party World* with some of the TA05 ppl,enjoyed myself,indulged in the singing though may not sound nice cos not in best condition... But it's also a kind of relief of stress...
Bad to worse:
-Dozed off during lesson,even tutorials(in front of tutors...),I juz cant help it... -Keep going late for lesson,from 45 min due to traffic jam and also once 1 hr cos I overslept! =X (Keep overslept...etc) -I din do tutorials... -I flunked 2 common test papers... -My luck also gone from bad to worse...=(
New yr resolution! *Secret*
Haiz...
K,recently very busy,slp only few hours everyday,tt's y dozed of during lesson,overslept and turn up late for lessons...
I noe I am turning from bad to worse...
I want my old self...
I've lost myself!
T.T *Crying*
I really tired,failing 2 papers make me realised that how suck I was now as compare to my past...
I am tired already,y I got so many things to do?
Things to do: -Work -Open House (Need organize/plan for the performances under BA side and need to contact various CCAs for inviting them to perform...etc) -HI! Club stuffs...etc ( Closing Ceremony SongS signing...etc) -ERS...etc ( Need to come up with brochures and posters designs,need to set up decor for ERS showcase booth during open house...etc) -Need to catch up in my studies...(Retests next week and Exams juz after CNY...)
I really wan to cry out loud. I AM EXTREMELY TIRED.
I feel so lousy,I am sucks!
Where am I?
=Jac=
Busy...
Wednesday, January 09, 2008 ( 2:18 AM )
Extremely busy recently...
Due to open house(17-19Jan),and also CCA's stuffs...
For CCAs... -Closing Ceremony,Performances,Camp,Websites...etc
For Open House... -Lots of stuffs to do...
Still gt to retests...=(
Haiz... I am going crazy...
Cos I am really struggling with my accounts...
Jia you Jac...(As if ah...=X)
Haiz...
K,I go do tutorials le,cya!
Take Care everyone! =)
=Jac=
New hair colour!!!
Tuesday, January 08, 2008 ( 1:33 AM )
New Hair Colour!!!
Yay~
New hair colour,gt the chance to dye my hair cos my mum wan to dye hers and ask me to help her buy(I forked out the money...),but it's ok,cos...
The both of us gt short hair,den the hair dye is juz enough for the both of us! Mine more obvious(diff hair colour),my mum's not tt obvious cos she wash it quite soon after she put the solution on her hair,she dun like that kind of obvious colour,she juz wan to use the hair dye to cover her white hair...=X
In the end,the both of us gt the hair colour we want,juz nice~ Yay~
Ok already,I gonna do tutorial soon,k,cya!!!
Take Care everyone! =)
=Jac=
New Year Shopping!!!
Sunday, January 06, 2008 ( 8:38 PM )
New Year Shopping!!!
Today went to Bugis,went to Queensway and Causeway point to hunt for New Year Clothings and new stuffs!!!
Spent over 100 bucks over the clothes and shoes...
Bought 2 pairs of shoes,for working and schooling,bought 3 new shirts...=) Of the 2 pairs of shoes,one is Levi's,one is I.P.Zone... The shirts all from I.P.Zone...
Haha... Anyhow shop shop,with my brother and cousin,spent us a day...
=X
My brother spent ard 250 bucks on clothings and shoe... He bought a pair of Levi's shoe,2 shirts and a pair of jean... LoL...
My cousin bought her FBT short,and also 2 shirts from I.P.Zone...
Haha...Really enjoyed but tiring... LoL...We also went to Woodland to have haircut... Then I dozed off while waiting for my turn to have the haircut...
I hate shopping and waiting...=X
Sorry to my cousin and brother cos I din get to slp at all ytd and I keep dozing off on bus,and sorry for scolded u all saying u all very noisy...
My fault my fault,very rude n abit hot-tempered cos shop from 11am-8pm,den nvr slp at all n also have to bother abt CCA stuffs...
Sorry sorry...=/
But really enjoyed today's outing with the both of them!!!
Take Care everyone!!!
Cya,take care!=)
=Jac=
Happy New Yr!
Tuesday, January 01, 2008 ( 3:34 AM )
Happy New Yr!
Yr 2008!!!
I gt many wishes...
Hope that they will all come true!!! =) ==============================================
Haha... Still got to work n all... Haha...
I keep thinking of quiting Bengawan Solo... Really...
Cos... -Low pay rate -No extra pay for OT,public holidays...etc -Got to work with X colleague,she always orders us(HuiYun n Me) to do this n that...etc E.g. I already knocked off from work n I am in rush to go home den go sch for Xtomic thingy,she asked me to Compass Point to help her transfer cake when she noe I already knocked off from work already!!! Omg,she can do it herself,but she asked me do,wat the hell,n I helped her...(respect her)=.=(Still got many examples,shan't say more,very fed up...) -Have to c X n Y colleague keep bad mouthing one another,and sometimes I'll get to hear my own rumors from their mouth...=X -Have to throw rubbish,clear all dirty jobs for them...etc
Reasons for staying... -Flexible working schedule -Got a good in-charge(Peiling) n also get to work with HuiYun -I need fixed salary for supporting myself...(I need to get another job first b4 I change this job...)
Forget it... Shall keep this thought with me first,till I find a new job,maybe a yr more...
I now really got many wishes on my mind,hope they will finalised... The resolutions...
K lah,I shall go to slp soon...
Still have to work with the X colleague...
Take Care everyone!!! New yr new wish,hope everything will start a fresh,a very brand new yr!!!
