Lets forget the negatives!

Dream or Dreaming...

Wednesday, August 29, 2007 ( 7:42 PM )

Dream or Dreaming...

Once dream of being a singer,feeling special,knowing it will be a great time...

It was "Once",which means,now know that it's impossible,feeling not special but normal,willing to be a listener than a singer,it may be a great time too...

Yes,knowing where is your stand,what you can do,what you cant do,isnt it better than to dream of doing something you urge to do yet you cant fulfill?

Have you ever dream?
Was it still a dream?
Aint you dreaming?

Yes,in my dream.

That great feeling,super star feeling,everyone live becos you live,everyone sing becos you did,everyone's listening becos you are singing...etc
Everyone applauded,you know that feeling...

Yes,in my dream.

Dreaming...
I want to live in my own world,I want to be special.

Dream...
Haha...

However,in reality,dream cant stand,especially for me this kind of person who dream n no action to enforce it...=X

Great! Dream...
Dream...
Dreaming in the lalaland...

*Bye everyone,gonna watch "zhong ji yi jia",I suddenly feel like learning instrument wor...

Dream...

=Jac=

Devoting to work n watching animes...

Sunday, August 26, 2007 ( 11:55 PM )

Recently I've been watching youtube...

Animes,Jap Drama,Taiwan Drama,HongKong Drama...etc

Keep working,work during day till night time...
Den from night time(ard 11pm or 12am den reach hm from work) watch shows till ard 4am,den slp,den work morning shift...etc

Routine...
Work,watch animes n CCA stuffs...

Juz to make myself physically n mentally tired...
To stop myself from thinking the negative...
Stop myself...

Recently keep listening Eng songs and find that the song,"Big Girls Don't Cry-Fergie", quite nice...
Tat's all for today,I shall go bath n watch show lo...

Cya!
Take care everyone!

*I hope I'm fine,but guess I need some time to get over with that thinking,n I think I am now juz trying to prepare myself for the worse,I noe it the best,I will fail those papers de,which I hope I'll not,hope miracle appears...=/

=Jac=

Exams are over...

Saturday, August 25, 2007 ( 11:20 AM )

Exams are over...

My life with TA05 will be over soon...

I've screwed up 3 papers...
Cost Accounting,Taxation and IFA...

I am sure,99.9% that I would fail these 3 papers n will not be in the same class as the rest...
T_T

Well,now I cant do anything to change it...
I would devote myself to work...
MIA would be the best for me now...

I will miss you all de...
I will go for the chalet,cos I noe in future I would not be in TA05,not with u all le...

Thanks everyone for being such a nice fren n classmate,always there to help me...=)
Take care everyone...

=Jac=

Exams...

Monday, August 13, 2007 ( 1:54 AM )

Exams...

=Jac=

HI Club Closing Ceremony...

Sunday, August 12, 2007 ( 12:05 AM )

HI Club Closing Ceremony finally finished...=)

10 Aug,Fri was HI Club's Closing Ceremony...

Too tired to blog after tt,so blog today after my work instead...
Haha...

I think the decor were all ok bah,due to time constraint...=x
With the help of the others,especially YuChin,I think we are really very great lo! =)
Haha...

That day have to perform 2 songs...
One is with my class,"I'm all about you-Aaron Carter".
The other is with instructors,"At the beginning".

I know I had done badly for the songs signing cos I am lack of practice with them due to work...
Haiz...
Nvm lah,it's over liao,nxt tym work harder bah...
But I am quite sure I do not wan to be instructor again...
Cos I dunno y,my class,from decreased from originally 25ppl to 10ppl.
And only 2 turned up for Closing Ceremony rehearsal and perform on the actual day.=(

Den no choice I have to go up with them and sign with them.
Den the other instructor that partner with me to teach de hor,supposingly oso muz song sign with us,choose to be reflector without telling me,told me last min,and ask me to call up students to meet up with them to rehearse song signing and think of formation.

Everything all throw to me to do,who would want to be instructor?
I first time being an instructor leh,you already gt experience liao,cant help me de meh?

Den hor,the reasons of not being an instructor is becos of my class attendance...
Originally I dun hav any confidence already,now,becos of class attendance,I've lost all my confidence on teaching ppl le.
And oso,nxt is the partner.With this kind of partner together teaching students,I am very tired lo,need to bao shan bao hai,bao ka liao,do everything.
Lastly is my commitment and studies...
Cos gt to work,den my commitment wont be high as compare to other members...

Btw,I've asked my students regarding the lessons conducted,I asked,"is it boring? That's y more ppl choose not to come?"
My 2 beloved students told me,"We dun think so,but juz that we dun like XX to teach,that time you nvr come,he teach very fast lo,we cant catch."
-I was sick once and din turn up for teaching.
Wat a comment I've gt...=/

Haiz...
K lah,I got to go study for my exam papers le,got 5 papers this sem...
Die le lah,Business Law paper is on Friday and I haven even start study for any modules...=/

This is the painting for HI Club Closing Ceremony...

=Jac=

Unreasonable educated ppl...

Thursday, August 09, 2007 ( 12:54 AM )

Unreasonable educated ppl are always around...

N I feel that there's an increase trend of ppl getting more n more unreasonable...

Juz now when work,served an unreasonable ctm...
Looks educated...(OL)

Bengawan Solo close at 10pm sharp...
It's already 10.15pm...
Thru that transparent door,Auntie Swee Ching,Auntie Goh n me still saw a lady knocking the door,we told her that the shop closed liao...
She reply,"I cant hear wat you all are toking..."
(How fake it is when we shouted so loud...)

She pull up our door,walk in and said,"I wan to order cake."
We replied,"Our shop are closed,pls come tomorrow."
She exclaimed,"I called,your staff said that if I wan to get the cake by this Sat,must order on Wed lo,if I order tomorrow,can I still get the cake on Sat morning?"
Auntie Goh said,"Can,but only after 6pm on Sat."

She continued,"No,I wan it on Sat morning."
She insisted,"I called and your staff told me I can order cake tonight and now you tell me cant,so how?"
She stood there expect us to take her order...
Unreasonably that the shop are closed and still have help you take the cake order...

I actually replied her,"but you came a little too late,we are closed,and of course the factory and office are also closed already."
She insisted we take her order and said,"cant you make it an urgent order and it's ok if I were to pay more,I'm fine with it."

I said,"It's not the money prob,the prob is that the factory may not have enough time to make that cake..."
(*There are not only you one customer who order cake lo)

"If not,you can buy the display cake lo..."
"But you all dun have the disney design rite? I wan this designed cake!"

She still stood there,"So how? You all are not giving me a solution!"
(I feel like scolding her for being so unreasonable,we already told you we are closed,all inventory,register are also closed,wat do you expect us to do? Who ask you to be so last minute?)

Auntie Goh called up the area manager.
Area manager said,"Nvm lah,take her order lo,den key her order tomorrow.But have to fax it now to the factory."
(Normal cake order proceeding is that the staff take the cake order,key into computer,den key in the register,den fax it to the factory and finally,file it in.)

Den nvm,help her take cake order,she said she already have the brochure,she wan the Mickey cake...When she wrote her address,she asked me,"This address is a condo leh,ur deliveryman noe tha place or not?"
(She kind of proud,isnt it? When u hear her tone,u noe wat I mean.)
I replied,"If he dunno,he will call you to ask for the direction."

Den after I took her order,she keep flipping the catalog(All cake designs) and asked,"I think this cake design(another cake design) is better rite? Or wat do you think huh?"
(Pls lah,make ur decision already then dun change le mah,do you noe it's already off operation hour le? Obviously you noe it cos...)

After making her final decision,she ordered the cake and then she speak in a polite manner,
"Sorry to take up ur time huh,thks ah,you know lo,I am very busy with work and that's y today is abit late lah..."
(You bz,the rest not meh?Funny,ppl can order 3 days or even a week in advance,u cant meh?)

(Wat de...When we refuse to take your order,u gave us a black face and tok to us as if we owe u millions of dollar...Den after we took ur cake order,den another manner...)

Haiz,her child is only 1 yr old nia,you can buy any design de cake de mah...

Looked educated,however,makes ppl feel like she's uncivilized...=/

=Jac=

Stop giving ppl my hp no. w/o my consent!

Tuesday, August 07, 2007 ( 1:22 AM )

Stop giving ppl my no. without my consent...

In July and just now,received funny msg...
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In July...

An unknown guy added me in msn,I dunno who he was,but I accepted...
Den I chat with him to ask who he was...
I wrote,"hu r u?"
He nvr reply...
I nudged him...
He nudged me back...
I assumed he dun understand my language cos his msn nick are all in Chinese words...
Den I wrote,"Who are you?"
He replied in Chinese,"...(his name,I forgt wat han wat shi or something de...)"
He replied in Chinese,"someone you do not know...(ni bu ren shi de)"
He continued (in Chinese),"you understand Chinese? (ni dong hua wen ma)"
I replied him (in Chinese),"I understand Chinese but I have no interest to know you."
Blocked and deleted his contact.

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In July...

A guy sms me,"Long tiring day..."
Dunno who is he,I replied,"Who are you?"
He said,"Calvin,you?"
...

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You dunno who I am oso can msg me?
Funny...
Mayb he sent wrongly...

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Today,juz now...
I received msg like this...

"Hi can I get to noe ya.."
I replied,"Who are you?"

"Im sheldon frm e navy"
I asked,"How did you get my number?"

"In msn fren..."
I replied,"Sorry,I have no interest in making frenz..."

"Aight no prob.. Take care sorry to take ur time"

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*I think he mean "Alright" instead of "Aight"...
I think he's still considered polite...
However,I dun like this kind of ppl who make frenz thru this kind of means...
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-Funny n weird ppl are always there...
-Stupid and desperate ppl trying to know frenz in this way,really make themselves ugly and silly.

=Jac=

Melody Fair...

Sunday, August 05, 2007 ( 9:16 PM )

Melody Fair-Bee Gees

Who is the girl with the crying face,
Looking at millions of signs?
She knows that life is a running race,
Her face shouldn't show any line.

Melody fair won't you comb your hair?
You can be beautiful too.
Melody fair,remember you're only a woman.
Melody fair,remember you're only a girl.
Ah...

Who is the girl at the window pane,
Watching the rain falling down?
Melody,life isn't like the rain;
Its just like a merry go round.

Melody fair won't you comb your hair?
You can be beautiful too.
Melody fair,remember you're only a woman.
Melody fair,remember you're only a girl.
Ah...

Who is the girl with the crying face,
Looking at millions of signs?
She knows that life is a running race.
Her face shouldn't show any lines.

Melody fair won't you comb your hair?
You can be beautiful too.
Melody fair,remember you're only a woman.
Melody fair,remember you're only a girl.
Ah....

=Jac=

Supper...

Saturday, August 04, 2007 ( 2:34 AM )

Supper...

Went to have supper session with YuChin,CheeSin and Carl...=)
Having fun...
Though it's a long journey from Yishun to there (Macpherson)...

Haha...

Long tym nvr see Carl,he slim down le...
Good job...
Haha...

After the supper session,I reached home at ard 1am...
Took Bus 151 and I was too late that I've missed the last bus,reached Hougang Bus Interchange at ard 12++am...

Went to "Cheers"(Nearby) to buy snacks...=X
I keep eating non-stop,no wonder I am so fat lo...=/
I am a Food,Junk Food,Tidbits,Sweets Lover! I love to EAT...=X

Hmm...I spent almost ard $200 every mth on food...
I eat out 3meals,everyday...=/
My little salary to support me...Haha...

Walked home from Hougang MRT Bus Interchange to BuangKok MRT station...(Ard 12.45am)
I shld say I am the lucky from the unlucky bah...

So heng this tym round I met my dad!
For info...
My dad nvr offer to fetch me or send me to places with his bike de lo...
He'll always say,"You gt leg,cant take bus or MRT huh,you tot I am your driver meh?"

He's after work n he happened to use that route to go hm,cos he say tt route faster,den of cos,he fetch me home from BuangKok MRT to hm lo! =)

2nd tym like tt le...
Last tym oso go eat with HI Club ppl den missed last bus hm,n oso happen to meet him on my way "walking" home...
It's really coincidence,cos can "smell" and can c that he was str after work,going home...=)

Haha...
Lucky!

K...
Dunno y very high now...
Mayb not enough slp,tt's y...
Haha...

Well,I wanna intro a song to you all...
"Melody Fair"-Bee Gees
It's very nice...
The blog song you all hear de is the version that I preferred more de,was sang by "Twins"...

Enjoy...

Cya everyone!
Take Care! =)
Ganbatte for the coming exams...

*Was ask by tutor to see them,cos I too poor in my modules le...
Haiz...
I too stupid le bah I think...=(

=Jac=

Alone...

Friday, August 03, 2007 ( 12:19 AM )

Alone...

Most of the time,I feel tt being alone is the best...
Being alone,emotionless,too unrealistic.

At night...
When you are alone,maybe on the pedestrian road,maybe on the bus,maybe on your bed,maybe you are looking up on the sky...
Silence,calm surround you...

You may have everything you want,you may be enjoying your life,you may be suffering,you may be wondering...

Thoughts going through your mind,or maybe just plainly looking at the stars...
Being alone,isn't it wonderful?

I truly feels that no one in the world would ever understand or know the other the best.
Human beings,a higher standard animal,may act no difference like an animal in the zoo...

Dilemma...
So what is the point of saying so much here?

--Just bullshitting...=x

Haha...Stop being so emo everyone!
I think I wrote this entry because the blogs that I've read are mostly emo de...
LoL...

Don't Worry,Be Happy! =)
Ganbatte my friends!

=Jac=

Pool...

Wednesday, August 01, 2007 ( 3:08 AM )

Pool...

Ytd,they went for pool session...
I dun wan to go means dun wan to go,even though she grabbed my file n notes,I went off without hesitation...

I dunno y,dun ask me...
Being anti-social recently...
Very buay on,very buay steady...

I only noe,this tym round,I DUN WAN MEANS DUN WAN...
Dunno y lah...
I dun wanna find excuse,I dun wanna ly,I juz dun wan to go for the gathering,no reason...

Mayb becos I dun like ppl to bargain with me?
U tot u took my things and I'll be bound to do watever u hope I can do?
No,I most likely would not.

Even though it's juz a gathering,I've already stated clearly that I dun wan to go,y force me?

Without me,you all can still play very happily wat...
No difference whether if I go or not...
Y bother?

I have no mood for everything...
Mayb I'm juz quite troubled by my family and financial affairs...
Bear with me...
I will be fine soon...

Sorry if I sound or look harsh ytd and in this blog entry...=/

=Jac=