Lets forget the negatives!

BA Envoys' Recruitment Drive 2008...

Sunday, April 27, 2008 ( 8:22 PM )

BA Envoys' Recruitment Drive 2008...

I forgt to praiseall envoys for their effort in recruiting more than 300 ppl!!!
Great job everyone!!!

I am sorry tt I cant join u all for the celebration...

Haha...=X

However...

Envoys is not everyone can join one,they have to go thru interview de...
So which means,this year,we will have to drop many ppl...=/

It's so great tt everyone interested in being BA Envoys,but,we are sorry n regret tt we have to drop some of them...=/

=Jac=

HI! Club Opening Ceremony...

Saturday, April 26, 2008 ( 2:21 AM )

HI! Club Opening Ceremony...

Today's HI! Club Opening Ceremony,everything is still quite well done,except cos it's kinda last min,some parts such as the ppt slides were not prepared that well and that there's no program list for the AV ppl,which may be a big problem if it's at LT 26...

Other than that,I can c everyone putting in their effort,getting involved in the ceremony,having fun and interact with one another,which is,GREAT!!!

Haha...
Great job everyone!
Congrats to the organiser,Nicholas n Kelin!!!

Haha...

I had finally seen the gal named Liana!!!
I was told tt we are quite similar in characters/personalities from the seniors and finally today gt the chance to c her sia!!!

She's pretty de lo,but she say in the past when she was still in HI Club (she's a senior),she's a bit similar to my style...=X

Haha...
Though seen her today,din get the chance to chat with her,hope to c her again soon!!! =)

=Jac=

Everything is gonna be alrite...

( 1:31 AM )

Everything is gonna be alrite...

My mum is gone,she wun be back...

So many things happened during the holiday till now...

I am officially not working at Bengawan Solo from next Wed...
I am going to enrol for driving lesson and also take my Basic Theory Test...
My mum had left us,she wun be back...T_T (I missed her.)
I need to focus on my studies and to handle this family.
I am still working the Weekend job,cos I need $ to support myself...

*For ur info...
I am working since Sec1...
Since Sec3 I officially not receiving a single cent from my parents.
N in my poly life,since year one,I'm holding 2 jobs (Bengawan Solo & Weekend Job) n 4 CCAs...
N out of the 4 CCAs,I am in the main comm of 3...=)
I stay VERY FAR from sch,need ard 2 hours to reach home.

I'm under long-term medical observation...
(there's a period of time when I have to take medicine everyday,but now under observation,so not having medicine le,but still have to go Tan Tock Seng Hospital to see doctor n also do all blood test on a regular basis...etc)

If u wan to say I am fortunate,yes I agree,I usually can achieve wat I wan...
(But juz tt my studies is really poor,I need to work hard on it already...=X)

If u wan to say I am rich/poor,I agree...
(Rich cos I am working,in this way,my salary may be higher than ur pocket money bah...Poor cos I had to earn every single cent to support myself...)

Though I had to pay for:

~Transport($52)
~Internet Bill($40)
~Handphone($28 each month cos I'm using Singtel prepaid card)
~Food
~Necessities
~Household stuffs/Domestic stuffs
...etc

I muz earn at least $400 per month...
Even so...

Till now,I had my own life,I live on my own,I love it.

I enjoyed it.
Juz maybe some times I am not happy,but I forgt abt them quickly,so it's ok.
I am easily hot-tempered I noe...
But maybe juz tt few times...

I may say things tt hurt or offend ppl,but...

I am still learning too,learning to control myself,and also my emotions...
So I apologize here if I've made any mistakes...

I used to control my emotions,feelings,thoughts and concentration very well in the past...
Dunno y,as I grew older,I seemed to be influenced easily,not as firm n strong as before,my determination was also not as strong as before...=(

I hope to go back to the old happy-go-lucky Jac...
But,I knew,it can nvr happen cos...

"Changes is the only thing tt keep constant..."

Well,much of my sharing above...
I am still me,juz tt I am reflecting myself in the blog.

I may not be the one u all noe,I may not be the one u all c,I may juz look diff from wat I really am.
But u all cant c,cant get into my world.

*Step by step,we will learn,we will grow.

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*I love my mum,I hope u can be back.

=Jac=

Do I look kind?

Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ( 12:53 AM )

Do I look kind?

This is the qns I would like to ask...

Cos over the past 2 days,there were 2 ladies asking me for direction and also if Bus XXX n Bus YY gt go here and there...etc
There are so many ppl lo,y choose me?
N the main prob is,I also dunno the ans lo,I am not the bus directory leh...=X

Hope I can quit my Bengawan Job(my usual weekdays' job) successfully.
*Auntie Swee Ching say if I were to quit,no release of salary hor...(Threaten me sia...)

I insists,no use of threatening me,at most I forgo the pay lo...
I dun wan to work there le,I wan to quit by this month end(30 April)...

I still gt another weekend job and some savings mah,not to worry tt I cant support myself...
Juz spend less lo,I believe I can still cope with my financial problem de...

K,gonna start everything a new.
MUST Focus on my studies liao,if not...haiz...=/

Kk...Take care everyone!
Cya! =)

=Jac=

STM...

Saturday, April 19, 2008 ( 12:07 AM )

STM...

Maybe I am having STM that I tends to forget wat I wan to blog...
I usually have something in mind tt I wanna blog abt,however...

Recently,I juz forgt wat I wan to blog abt n den juz crap...(Like wat I'm doing now...=X)
K lah,I go read ppl's blog,watch Animes and also "Ah wang xin zhuan"(Life made simple) le...

List to do...
*Tutorial...=X
*Key CCA Points for CCA Fiesta Helpers
*Budget Proposal Form for CCA Fiesta
*Get my excuse letter for my IS Module
*HI! Club Overseas Trip Proposal
*Pass down all documents regarding Publicity to Kelin(Since I had stepped down)
...etc

*Many things I need to do...Too much than I can say...=/

Take care all my frenz...
Cya!!! =)

=Jac=

From YC's Blog...

Friday, April 18, 2008 ( 11:21 PM )

From YC's Blog...

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Jokes:

A cha shao bao and a mun tou went to watch a sad movie.
The cha shao bao cried but not the mun tou.
Why??

--Cos cha shao bao have 'fillings'(feelings) but not mun tou.

A cha shao bao and a lian rong bao watched another romantic movie.
The lian rong bao cried but not cha shao bao.
Why?

--Cos they have different 'fillings'(feelings).

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What is love? and what is marrige?

A student asks a teacher, "What is love?"

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi, but he wonders....
Maybe there is a bigger one later.
Then he saw another bigger one...
But may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him.

Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realize that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted!!!

So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for better one, but when later you realize, you have already miss the person."

"What is marriage then?" the student asked.

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn...you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get...this is marriage."

=Jac=

Enrol for Driving Basic Theory Test...

( 12:58 AM )

Enrol for Driving Basic Theory Test...

Tmr shall go enrol for Basic Theory Test...
Dunno go where nearer...=.=

Nvm,after tt then gotta go work,den after work need to meet HI! Club ppl den after tt need to meet up with TA05 ppl...

Hectic...
Really lo...
Not kidding...

I wan to learn coffee art,many other languages,guitar,piano,many musical instruments,skating,ice-skating,swimming...etc

There's so many things I wan to learn man...
Seriously...

Haha...

Enjoy life to the fullest!
*Since u are alive,live it,n enjoy life to the fullest mah! =X

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Lastly, it's now 18 April and...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VANESSA!!! =)

A song for Dearest Vanessa:

Happy Birthday to U,
Happy Birthday to U,
Happy Birthday to Vanessa,
Happy Birthday to U!!! =)

May all ur wish comes true...=)
Enjoy ur day gal!

=Jac=

A Surprise...

Thursday, April 17, 2008 ( 1:22 AM )

A Surprise...

I dunno tt there are still ppl who are concern abt me.
Really.
Thru msn,sms or wat-so-ever...
However,I also do not noe if they are true rite?

N to my greatest surprise is...
Today Rose even treat me Botak Jones's Fish n Chip lah...
I can only say,it's really filling and nice! =)

Haha...

Thks Rose.

I am missing everyone...
All my classmates,especially TA05,and also all my frenz...

Suddenly remember this part of the song:

'Everything is gonna be alrite
Everything is gonna be alrite
Everything is gonna be alrite
Be strong
Believe'

--Believe by Yellowcard

Haha...

*Congrats,both HI! Club and ERS managed to recruit 130 over members!!!
(Not sure abt the exact number of new members recruited,but,a GREAT job everyone!!!)

=Jac=

So-Call Frenz...

Tuesday, April 15, 2008 ( 6:52 AM )

So-Call Frenz...

Feeling more strongly recently that I am really not important to anyone at all...
Everyone who walked pass me,"Jac..."
Ya,so-call frenz lo...

But somehow I feel lonely...
No one c the importance of my presence if I wan to phrase it.
Ya,I gt many frenz,in fact really a lot.

However,no one acknowledge my presence/importance,am I so insignificant to everyone/all frenz?

U all only look for me when there's trouble/problem,and they,in the end become mine.

Am I not doing wat u all wan?

Tell me wat/how should I perform den.

I dunno y I am writing all these,but,I really feel this way.

NO ONE HAD SINCERELY TREAT ME AS TRUE FREN.

Even if u noe my name,so wat?

I am the boss,yet u call the shot,y?
Haven u all even RESPECT ME?

Life is like tt...
Live it since u r alive huh...

=Jac=

Lazy to blog...

( 6:28 AM )

Lazy to blog...

After KL Trip,I'm kinda lazy to blog...lol...

Sch reopened...

Busy with CCA Fiesta...

Though the decor was not well done(For HI! Club Booth) and the recruitment result was poor for yesterday,I really hope at least it hit 100 newbies by the end of today...=/

In the past,of all CCA Fiesta that we've done,the first day usually got 80 over people already,and overall should have 150 over de...=/

Gonna go sch le...

Take Care everyone!
* Remember to go Convention Centre,VIP corner to join HI! Club & ERS(Juz beside HI! Club)!!!

=Jac=

Photos uploaded to my Friendster acc...

Wednesday, April 09, 2008 ( 11:56 PM )

Photos uploaded to my Friendster acc...

I had uploaded some KL Trip photos on my Friendster acc,if u all wan,can take from there bah...=X

I've gt 200 over photos,but I din upload all,I will upload bit by bit,u all may have to wait lah huh...=X

K lah,I've gt to be bz with CCA Fiesta,Work...etc

This holiday is really very packed with stuffs...
CCAs' Camps,KL Trip,Work,CCA Fiesta...etc

Haha...Jia you jia you wor!!!

*For info...

I'm holding 2 jobs when schooling n also holiday times,I earn a living myself...
I need to pay for everything (Food,Transport,Phone bill,Internet Broadband Bill,necessities...etc except for utilities bill)...
I have 4 CCAs and that I'm in the main comm of 3 CCAs...

Finally,I decided I shld concentrate on my studies as my results are going from bad to worse...
I will quit one of my job...
I will no longer be working at Bengawan by this month end...(One of the main reason is that I cant tahan Auntie XXX...)

Then I'm left with only 1 job-my promoter job...

This means tt I'll have to spend less and if I cant manage my financial problem,I may have to look for another part-time job to replace the Bengawan job...

I will also go register to take up driving lessons...=)

Tat's all for the update...lol...XD

K lah,I go slp le...
Tmr still gt to settle CCA Fiesta stuff n also working...=/

=Jac=

Back from KL...

Monday, April 07, 2008 ( 1:10 AM )

Back from KL...

6 Apr,Sunday,2355.

Conclusion from trip:
Cantonese and Malay Language are IMPORTANT,Mandarin not really that important...

Be the fool to follow or be the fool to lead?--Be the smart one...

Got a lot of photos to upload but I am already too tired to even say how much I've experienced from this KL trip,shall reveal more in the upcoming entries...=)

K lah,I kinda cant tahan already,I wan to slp...
Take care everyone,cya.=)

=Jac=

Going to Taman Negara/KL Trip soon...

Friday, April 04, 2008 ( 2:22 AM )

Going to Taman Negara/KL Trip soon...

Ltr need to meet Princess Huimin and some ERS members at Marsiling MRT,6.20am.
Den after we will take e first bus to Woodland Check point...

I can say my luggage is very big lah...=X
I actually wan to carry juz a backpack lah,but it looks bulky...
Then my dad say use the luggage lo,in case I wan to shop,I also dun have to worry that I cant bring them back to Singapore bah...

Ya,I agree lo...
I long tym nvr go shopping le,I hate shopping,I shop when I need to get things lo.
So most of the time,I will buy many things at a go n dun shop for very long lah...
Usually I shop like say once,twice a yr on buying clothes...=X

For necessities den will replenish once they are almost finished lah...

The last tym I go shopping and really buy stuffs is Jan bah,before Chinese New Year bah...

LoL...

Hmm,this is the second time I went out of Singapore.
Really.=X

The first time is more than 10yrs back,when I am very young,kindergarten,when my aunt brought me to JB lo...
Haha...

K lah, I go watch show den ltr can str away go there le,I scare I overslept,so I rather I dun slp already le...

Will be away from Singapore till 6Apr,Sunday...
May be reaching Singapore at ard 10pm...

K lah,cya! Take care everyone! =)

*I had told the Bengawan in-charge juz now(when working) tt I wan to quit my job le,will work till this month end...
I am looking for other jobs n also continue with my weekend promoter job to sustain my living...

=Jac=

MAD Learning!!!

Wednesday, April 02, 2008 ( 3:58 PM )

MAD Learning!!!

Well,ytd too tired den nvr blog,today shall blog on ytd's MAD Learning Event!!!

Ytd reached Downtown East at 6am for breakfast n start working at 7am...
We(some envoys and me) have had breakfast at Mac,I accidentally poured the long black onto myself(after saying Ashton is sexy),hence working the whole day with a smell of coffee...=X

Well,forgt it...

Haha...

After breakfast,we all start working,with those senior facilitators...
I muz say I learnt alot n had alot of fun...=)
It's well planned,organised and most of all,timeliness!

Everything went so smoothly and I only can say if there is one more MAD Learning Event,I wan to work for them again!

Everyone is enjoying themselves though our lunch is only like say 5min,we all swallow all the food down our throat so quickly tt we nearly choke ourselves...=X

Haha...

I had fun working with them...
See many ppl from MOE playing those leadership games,and observe the human behavior...
I learnt alot.
Seriously.
On how ppl react to stuffs,how ppl see stuffs(diff perception),how ppl work,how ppl think and how ppl laugh,how ppl interact...etc

I can see everyone working and not only that,we all worked happily,with our smile on our faces!
Though there may be some flaws(I din get to see any) but it's a great day and there's great companions to work with!!!

I love it man...
Though tt day I very high (cos I did not slp at all the night before) and I smelt of coffee the whole day,it's juz all diff experience to me...

LOL...
I din get anyone of their number(other facilitators),but really hoped tat there's a chance for us to work together again...=)

K lah,juz after work,I gonna bath le...=X

Take Care everyone!

*Will be away from 4Apr-6Apr for KL/Taman Negara Trip...

=Jac=