Lets forget the negatives!

Philosophy of my own--Frenz...

Thursday, February 28, 2008 ( 3:18 AM )

Philosophy of my own--Frenz...

Sometimes I'll feel tt frenz are juz like clothes(no offence)...

Y?

Clothes come in diff shape n sizes,so does frenz...

Clothes for diff age grp...
Everyone of diff age grp gt their own shirts...
(Everyone of diff age grp gt their own frenz...)

We love to wear those shirts tt we are comfortable with and those tt fit us and present us well...(which means we love to hangout with those frenz tt we are more "gum" with...)

We change/wash our clothes daily yet they will be in our cupboard waiting for us after they are cleaned...
(Which means we may hangout with diff fren grp everyday yet,we've gt alot of fren beside us,we doesnt hangout with them,doesnt mean they are not our frenz...)

Frenz are like clothes,they may be insignificant at times,but den they are always beside us,waiting for us and supporting us...

We may have alot of frenz and not everyone we're always keep in contact with...
Juz like those shirts in the cupboard,we've got too many shirts in our cupboard,but they are always there,juz tt we may neglect them...
Aint it?

We have our favourite shirt and that makes the term "best frenz" and "gd frenz"...
And those formal wear we've got means "colleagues"...etc
And those uniform means "classmates/colleagues"...etc
And those nice nice shirt tt we are not comfortable with n only wear once in the while is "Hi-Bye Frenz"...

Abit true rite?

Haha...

Jac's crapping...

Juz tot of the above all of a sudden when watching anime...=X
K,I gotta go to bed already,ltr still got to work lo...

Jia you everyone! =)

=Jac=

Diarrhea...

Wednesday, February 27, 2008 ( 10:56 PM )

Have had diarrhea today...

Early in the morning 4am keep going to the toilet...
LS till I cant tahan...

Took medicine n slp the whole day...
Din go gym with Huimin they all,cos too sick to move n the LS situation doesnt improve much...

Haiz...
Sian...

Then now I feel a little better,will watch some animes den after tt go to bed bah...

Who can teach me how to play guitar leh...(Rose,will u?)
Then I also wanna finish design the TA05 shirt since I now gt time...

Will have to plan an overseas trip for HI! Club,maybe plan to go Taiwan...
Need to write a proposal and find the quotes for the trip and all...

Sian...

Many ppl ard me esp my frenz are all falling in love,it's like "Love's in the House"...
The air fills with loves...

May all couples be happy forever!
Those who haven found theirs,hope they can find theirs soon!

*P.S. I may look like one but I am not a Lesbian...lol...=X

=Jac=

TA05 Chalet at Aloha Loyang...

Tuesday, February 26, 2008 ( 12:06 PM )

TA05 Chalet at Aloha Loyang...

Went to chalet after work ytd,den stayed over till juz now ard 10.55am den took shuttle bus n den change bus 89 home...

Went to have haircut juz now,juz feel like having haircut suddenly...
This time round I din go to my usual haircut place(usually went to Woodland),instead,I went to a place near my house there(SengKang) to have haircut...
I regret!

My hairstyle now is SUPER DUPER UGLY!!!
I asked the hairdresser cut my fringe but I say not too short,she cut it till very short lo,den the back of my hair also,she also cut till quite ugly...

Den when I reached home juz now,my mum ask me,"How come u cut ur hair till so ugly one? I think the previous one better lor..."
A blow sia,even my mum said it's ugly lo...

I regret lah...

Den I said,"Hanna,that auntie cut my hair till like tt de lo...=.="

My mum said,"Nvm lah,ur hair grow very fast de lo..."

I now very regret lah...Eeeeeeeeeeeeyer...

Forget it,ltr gotta go sch to meet advisor den after tt may or may not go back chalet to hav BBQ with the rest den will stayover till tmr...

From hse to sch take 2hrs,from sch back to chalet,ard 2.5hours...
Sian...

*Work n chalet n sch...Kinda tired...=X

=Jac=

Dream,do u have one?

Monday, February 25, 2008 ( 12:06 AM )

Dream,do u have one?

Rmb once when working,think few yrs back,Auntie SweeChing asked me wat's my dream,wat's my future career prospect...

Hmm...

I replied her,"I dunno,nvr think of that,maybe after poly,work few years,earn some money n further studies..."

Walking home,thinking of this qns...

Wat's my dream?

I rmb I last time wanna be an artist,a designer,a singer(BHB),a teacher n a pilot sia...
Lotsa dreams...

But my dad said,"Being an artist cant earn u a living;there's no market in Singapore of being a designer;it's tough to be a teacher...etc"

I am pursuing a dream tt my dad imposed on me...
It's a "hope" tt he puts on me...

But which is the one tt I really wan and can be realised?

Then again,I like to drink coffee,I have the urge of set up a cafe...

After taking up Business Management module in my poly life yr 1,I can roughly get an idea the capital I'll need for setting up a business sia...

Tough...

Then I think last yr,Auntie SweeChing asked me regarding future career prospect stuffs again,then I actually answered,"I think I will set up a cafe,I can do the accounting n stuffs...
The cafe will also be decorated with my art pieces,I may also be the interior designer for the cafe,with staffs wearing the uniform tt I design,and have a stage for ppl to sing(actually is I wan to sing lah...lol...)...etc"

I wan to earn lots of money n go round the world with my family members...

Wat a nice dream(to me)...

Easy to say then done...=X

I wanna realise it,"Dream,wait for me! =)"

*人因梦想而伟大。。。

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Today worked with Auntie SweeChing n first-in-charge,PeiLing jie,we all tok abt Auntie XXX,den realised tt not only me buay tahan Auntie XXX...=X

I did mention tt I gonna quit soon cos of her...

Auntie SweeChing asked me not to quit since I'll juz have to tolerate a few more months n I'll be free from there n that it's not easy to find a job with such a flexible working timetable de lo...

I really dunno,but I am sick n tired working with both aunties there...

Sometimes I'll think if I will be like them in future?

Are all aunties so difficult to please/handle?

AIYO,BUAY TAHAN!!!

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*Anyone(especially Kaye A.K.A. Yuan Qin A.K.A. my girlfriend) who wan me to design shoe de can text me n pass me ur shoe?
Then I can draw during this holi when I am free?

Really thks Yuan Qin for appreciating my design...

Following is the first pair of shoe tt I've design and it's for YuanQin...(One n only pair in S'pore!)
*I shld try out new kind of paint and designs...=X

=Jac=

Holiday A.K.A. Chiong working day~

Saturday, February 23, 2008 ( 3:01 AM )

Holiday A.K.A. Chiong working day~

Holidays are sian sian sian...

Cos I sure work work work de...
To make more money...o.O
Den during school days I can reduce my working hours and still meet my minimum monthly expenditure requirements and for studies...

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N also one more thing:

TA05 Chalet is coming,hope everyone can attend,it may be the last tym u all can get together already...

K,I gonna get some slp after watching animes le...
Ltr still got to work from 11am-10.30pm...

Haiz...

Y always have to work with Auntie XXX?
Working with her for long hours means tt I will have to work for two persons' work load,for long hours and tt low pay rate sia...=/

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*To all those who are concern abt me:

Thanks,I'm ok,though no financial support from family,I'm earning enough money to support myself and to help paying family bills,no worries...
Still can manage my life lah,but my studies(very poor)...=/
Though I work even during exam period,I can only say,"I'm unwilling too,but I've got no choice..."

(Urge to change for a better job,anyone gt lobang can tell me...Thks thks...)

=Jac=

Last paper...

Friday, February 22, 2008 ( 2:25 AM )

Thur was the last paper,that paper also gg already...

Cos careless mistakes,calculations are wrong,hence the whole qns flunk...
Den not enough time to finish,and also many parts of the paper nvr attempt or half done...

Sian...

Haiz...

After the FMGT paper,went to Clementi's party world to sing Karaoke...

4th time singing Karaoke...
This time round got 11 of us...(like only 6 of us singing,the rest listen nia...=/)

Sang from 5pm to 9pm...
Then after tt acc them for dinner,den gt home at 12.30am...

Enjoyed myself in singing...
But cos I think recently chionging for papers,not enough slp,den voice also not nice lah...
(Though usually also not nice,but it's worse then...)

Then somemore,using mic,really worsen the situation...=X

Haiz...
Next tym then sing again bah...

*I love singing though I cant sing well,I love to sing cos I make lots of friends through singing n singing is a way to express and relieve emotions...

K lah,I gonna watch youtube already...
Take care everyone!

For those who still got papers,jiayou,keep it up! =)

=Jac=

Heng or Suay?

Wednesday, February 20, 2008 ( 4:51 PM )

Heng or Suay?

Today's MA paper,dunno can make it or not,but for sure,dun do well cos din finish it all.=(

Mid of doing the paper,my pen no ink le,den I use my second pen,den it also got no ink after writing on the liquid paper...=/

Heng I still got one more pen,wa sian,if not I dunno how sia...
So is it heng or suay for this case?-Heng.

After the paper,went to KAP for lunch with Wen Si,den headed back sch,slack awhile den go home...

When on bus,a gal like primary sch student,who got dandruff lah(not little),she leaned against the handle bar and she's slping soundly...
I am sitting behind her,I nearly hold the handle bar when it's all her dandruff,heng...=X

Something funny,the gal's mum,who sit beside her keep waking her up nothing,aiyo,she's tired,let her slp lah...

On way walking home,suay suay got 太阳雨,den I din bring my umbrella out today...
Heng,it wasnt too heavy,I still managed to got home...
Haha...
Heng or suay?-Heng.

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To Ivy: I did bring the voodoo doll along with me for exams n all,I scared I might dirty it,so I keep inside my bag...Haha...Long tym nvr chat with you,hope after tmr's paper,we can catch up more n go for the K session...=)

To Rose A.K.A. Chunhui: Dun feel sad,dun feel emo,cos u've gt alot of frenz beside u...=)
Ah Jac 挺你!

To HuiJun: Omg,there's nothing better than to go str to K session with u lah,I miss ur voice!

There's more I wanna say to TA05 ppl,I am also designing the TA05 shirt...
Hope it can be out before we all separate from each other...

Jia you,one more paper to go...=)

=Jac=

She's fine...

Monday, February 18, 2008 ( 10:08 PM )

She's fine...

She's moving on...
Her motivation comes from her friends and those who show her care n concern.
She's grateful.

She moved on.
She's recovering yet injured herself once again...

She din do well for everything,basically,juz everything.
She was once that strong that she wun cry even she fall,now tt she's so weak tt she drop her tears easily.

She's strong back then when she was young.
She's weak now when she's already a young adult.
She wish to get "herself" back.

She's will be strong.
She will not cry.

=Jac=

Jac's crying.Juz leave her alone.

Friday, February 15, 2008 ( 6:48 PM )

Jac's crying.Juz leave her alone.

She's feeling so sad tt she cant help to cry,dun worry everyone,she's fine.

Only that she flunk her paper.

Her mind gone blank when she entered the exam venue juz now.

She studied,studied the whole day,she drank 3 cups of coffee and slp for only 3hrs.

She cant recall anything tt she had studied.
She cried.
She feel so helpless.
She's struggling.

She's crying.

After crying,she will recover,she will soon recover.

=Jac=

Exam ltr...

( 4:22 AM )

Exam ltr...

Haiz...

Haven finish studying...=(
Already cant tahan already...
Everything juz wun go into my head...

I hate myself!
Hope everything will be fine for my exams...

Hope I can pass all...=/

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Recently like to listen to these 3 songs,as follows:

-Teardrops On My Guitar by Taylor Swift (my blog song tt u all hear now...)
-Won't Go Home Without You by Maroon 5
-Tattoo by Jordin Sparks

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がんばって!

=Jac=

Got to work ltr...

Saturday, February 09, 2008 ( 2:40 AM )

Got to work ltr...

From 9.30am till 10.30pm...

With Auntie XXX...

Sian sian sian...

Y? -Cos...

Supposingly 3 person working today but HuiYun wan me to tell Auntie XXX tt she gt something on so cant work ltr...
Which means only the 2 of us chiong ltr!

Chiong still nvm,this means tt ltr I will have to work 2 persons' share again!
Tired tired,I haven start revision for exam...

Hope guan yim niu bor bi,hope tt I wun fail my exam...=X

Ganbatte!
Jia you!

Take Care everyone! =)

=Jac=

Thks to me,we all taken kopi'o steamboat juz now...

Friday, February 08, 2008 ( 11:38 PM )

Thks to me,we all taken kopi'o steamboat juz now...

Went to my uncle(ah gu) and auntie(ah yi) hse...
Only left 2 of them since my maternal grandparents had passed away few yrs back...
Both of them are not married,so no angbao...
We ate steamboat together...

Then...

My bro n I was late today,my mum went ahead of us(she went there ytd),den my bro n I took bus for ard 1hr to reach there...

The steamboat like gonna dry up liao,so I added the water from the kettle tt's juz beside the steamboat cos I tot it's plain water for the steamboat...

Little do I noe..
It's Kopi'O!

OMG,n seriously,I pour alot den the moment I saw black liquid,den I *Stun* sia...
Immediately stop n turn to my uncle,wat's this?
He replied,"Kopi'O lo..."

Den my bro looking at me,"ltr u eat the whole pot hor u,I dun wan to eat liao..."
Den I told my mum n uncle n auntie said I poured in the kopi'o sia,den they laugh at me lo,tease me for very long lo...=/

But I also poured alot of plain water into the steamboat,hope tt there's not much kopi'o smell lo...
Heng,dun hav the smell,but can taste very very very little of kopi'o...=X

LoL...

Den today went home after staying there for a while...
=)

Ok lah,gonna go bath le...

Take Care everyone! =)

Keep eating...Especially steamboat relay...haha...(today's kopi'o steamboat...=X)

=Jac=

CNY First day...

( 1:05 AM )

CNY First Day...

Ytd slp at ard 6am den woke up at ard 8am...
Cos "shou shui",it's a tradition to shou shui...=)

Den 8am prepare to go over to my cousin hse first,which was very near my hse...
My mum n dad took bike to my grandma hse first,den my bro n me went over to my cousin hse,den wait for my 3rd uncle,"san shu",to fetch us to our grandma hse...

Den when reach there,after greetings,sit sit awhile,den go for our turn to eat steamboat...
Cos my grandma move hse le,den this one is smaller,though more cozy,we have to take turns to go have our lunch...lol...

Den after tt more relatives coming,received a total of 7 Angbaos...
Only 7...Haha...
Received the first angbao from my cousin,she juz got married last last yr if not wrong...lol...
She already had a baby boy called "Aden"...=)
Extremely cute de baby...=)

Den after eating steamboat,my dad initiate to play blackjack,he's the banker,ask everyone to join in the fun lo...

Haha...
I am watching only...
Cos I noe,typically,I dun hav luck on gambling de...

Den hor,after everything,most relatives went off den my bro n I went down to mama shop with my cousin,go buy some tibits n all...

Den after tt ard 3.30pm,we all headed home,reached home ard 4+pm...

Erm,took a nap cos too tired...(Tt day work like mad,slp few hours den woke up den shou shui,totally very tired...)

Den went over to my cousin hse again,to catch up with my cousins lo...

LoL...
Got home at ard 11.30pm...

Everything's good...

Y?-...

This yr my da gu nvr celebrate CNY cos I think her husband's mother juz passed away n her family went over to M'sia...
Den this yr I got no suaning from her off cos...=X haha...

Only some relatives purposely ask me the same old qns,like,"when will u wear skirt? pls lah,u r a gal leh...etc"

Conclusion:
The Ong family possesses the ability to suan ppl till ppl feel so uncomfortable n gt no where to hide themselves...
But they usually is juz str,no mean to offend ppl,but they most of the time offended ppl without knowing(it's a habit of being TOO STR)...
N most imptly,it's ALL Ong ppl u noe...

Haha...
K lah...
Gonna go watch TV n eat n eat n eat le...haha...=)

*Surely gain weight le lah,haiz,how to jian fei(diet)? =X

Will start working on Saturday,sian.

Bye,take care everyone! =)

Rmb to drink more water! =)

=Jac=

Happy Chinese New Year...

Thursday, February 07, 2008 ( 4:38 AM )

Happy Chinese New Year...

Haha...

Is it really happy?
I dunno...
Every year,I actually dun like much of CNY...

See all those relatives,asking the same old qns,always suaning me also,wat is it to be happy abt?
The cousins tt used to hang out with also no change wat...

I think I am doing better and better in acting in front of the relatives...
Having those model ans for their qns n also expecting of their reactions...

Was busy working recently also,as usual,serve customers...
Omg...
Recently,the sale was great lah,all over $10k per day okay...o.O

Haha...
We chiong like mad,however,no incentives for us,no extra pay(same pay rate as normal day),no OT rate pay when we work OT...etc
Nothing at all,earning the low pay,doing all the jobs and have to handle those "NICE" customers...

Sian...

Not only tt,I REALLY DUN LIKE TO WORK WITH AUNTIE XXX!

OMG...Working with her is like I take one low rate pay(already kinda pathetic liao),but still have to do ALL jobs,maybe not all,but at least 2 workers' job lo!

All she did was carrying some papers n pen,walking about here n there in the shop,"very busy",counting those stocks n stuffs,diao...=.=

While counting stocks,instruct the others to do this do tt as if she's instructing her personal maid,even correction tape also wan us to help her take,lame lah,she gt hand gt leg,cant walk to get it herself while we busy serving customers leh...

N she can continue checking stocks for hours!
Then the rest of the staffs had to serve customers,take all sort of nonsenses from them and all!
But still there are really some nice customers who will wait patiently for us to serve them lo...

I really dun like her...
Haiz...

CNY eve,still has to work with her,totally spoiled my day.
Totally tired when reached home.
Then eat steamboat at home,den slp...

Woke up at ard 11.30pm,watch tv n wait till now,for my turn to use laptop till now...

Ltr will go grandma's hse...
Repeat what we had done in the past again.
Steamboat Relay...

Really happy?--My Angbao(red packet) also not as good as b4 liao lo...
Thought economy is now getting better n better?=/

Ok lah,I go watch tv le,tok to u all again...=)

Take care everyone!
Rmb to drink more water n take good care of urself,do not fall sick ah...
Cos Exam is rite after CNY sia...=(

Enjoy CNY~

=Jac=

I love Ms Karen Quah...

Wednesday, February 06, 2008 ( 1:31 AM )

I love Ms Karen Quah...

Y?-Cos:

-She approach me to consult me as she knew I was weak in my RFA...(N she's not my current tutor...)
-She still rmb me and show her care n concern till now even though she was my former tutor for few months in my year 1...
-She's kind and effective in teaching...=)

Example...
-She will arrange time to teach me...
-And today,juz now,I spoke to her over phone,she taught me RFA's PFS notes to account step by step. She know tt I was working and studying at the same time,she dun mind staying up till 12.15am,waiting patiently for my call,den she starts to teach me(till ard 2am)...=)

I am really grateful and appreciate her help and all! =)

I juz love her...=)

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Next...

Today after school,I went back to secondary sch,to get back my O'level Artpieces...
I was told it was lost,but my former art teacher put in her effort to help me find mine,finally,got 6 pieces of A2 size boards found,out of the 8pieces.

And of all the 8 pieces,the 2 main boards,were of sketching,all lost.
Unfound.

I found the truth from Mdm Ngo(My Art Teacher,was still considered as a new teacher tt time).

Mdm Ngo told me tt our Sec 4 O'level student's Art courseworks were being shown to the juniors,as a reference for them...

Den,after tt...

One day,Mdm Ngo happened to walk pass Mr Teo's (My Art Teacher,HOD,Senior Teacher,but useless one.Kinda di ko pek de teacher...=X) class,den his students asked Mdm Ngo to see their art pieces...

And for one particular student,the student asked Mdm Ngo to take a look at his/her(I dunno gal or guy...) Artpiece,saying he/she finished his/her coursework...

Mdm Ngo flipping the student's courseworks,and found that all looked so familiar and was very angry!!!
All the student's coursework was taken from MY COURSEWORK!
And the student claimed all the work as his/her!
OMG!!!

How come got this kind of students?
Sian...

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Well...

Today serve many ridiculous customers,haiz,bad day...
Also very unhappy about Auntie Goh cos...=X
Tired already.
I juz wan to go bath n have my dinner now.

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CNY's coming,tmr I still have to work from 9.30am till ard 6pm,tired.
Tmr will c more last min ctm to buy all CNY goodies from us...*Tired*

Well,CNY is coming,take care everyone,remember to drink more water and enjoy the CNY goodies,rmb not to fall sick cos exam is juz str after CNY!!!

Bye everyone...gtg...=)

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=Jac=

So ex for the replacement of an Ezlink...

Saturday, February 02, 2008 ( 12:19 AM )

So ex for replacement of an Ezlink...

I had replaced my Ezlink...
Spent a total of ard $90,including taking the passport size photos,the card itself costs $21,new bus concession($52),cash deposit of $10 in the card...

So ex lo...
Haiz...
Who ask me to be careless?-Cashless...=(

Well,today very tired...serve customers(ctm) and cos recently reach home late due to HI! Club Closing Ceremony,nvr got enough slp...

Tmr,got to run 2 place,will be working at Bengawan the whole day but diff locations...
Hougang Mall and Kovan Kiosk...=/

Tired sia...Will be working from morning till night...
My left hand din actually get to rest well lo,keep carrying all those heavy carton's of cookies...=(

Haiz...

K lah...
Tok to everyone next tym...=)

Take Care!

*Dunno my deferment for attachment can mah...But I nvr receive any letter regarding attachment...o.O

=Jac=