Lets forget the negatives!

HI Club Camp,Cough,Sore throat...etc

Sunday, September 28, 2008 ( 9:38 PM )

HI! Club Camp,Cough,Sore throat & work...etc

Went to HI! Club Camp after work on Thur,Fri and Sat...
Din stayover on Thur n Fri,juz c c nia...
But stayed over on Sat night after Bone Scan work till Sun morning then go home...

I really wanna thks the Logistic man lah,really brother sia,he stayed in Bukit Panjang,so he gave me a lift to sch(Clementi) from Serangoon lah...=)

Nice sia!
His wife also on the truck lah,looks pretty lo!!!=)

Haha...

Back to HI! Club Camp...
They were doing well,but I feel tt the no. of campers is kinda smaller than b4...

Well...

Then I sick till now still haven recover...
Cough cum sore throat combi till now still make me feel so miserable lah...
Cant slp well,cant eat well...=/

Sian...
I'll slp den suddenly cough,not only I myself had woke up,I think I even woke some ppl up on Sat night...=X
I did not slp at all on Sat night...

Den after tt I quickly go home at ard 6am(leave sch) reached home at ard 7.30am,den bath,den slp...
Slp less than 2 hrs den flag cab go down to work(Serangoon) today(Sunday)...
Was 15min late,but still ok...

I earned ard $60 today,less the cab fee,I'd have earned ard $50 today...=)
Still ok lah...
Haha...

Ok lah,got myself some cough syrup n also sore throat sweet...
I juz gt home not long from work,I now go makan dinner and also had my cough syrup n also...

Watch F1!!!=)
Enjoy~

*Extremely tired n feel extremely uncomfortable cos sick,even dozed off when working...
But...I wan to watch tt F1 b4 I slp...=X

Take care everyone! =)

=Jac=

No one wants to stay?

Wednesday, September 24, 2008 ( 10:41 PM )

No one wants to stay?

Last Sat I went out even I'm sick,reason being,I dun wan to stay at home when he's in too.

I find tt my mum also keep going my aunt's hse to stayover,cos she doesnt wan to c him.

My bro either stay in his room or come over to mine to use the laptop.

I also stay in my room most of the time.

No one wants to be with him.
How pathetic he may seemed...

Yet...

The reasons behind tt made him so lonely,he's responsible for it.

Many things happened recently,I'm confused,adding on tt I'm sick n I still have not recover till now...
Kinda feeling tired easily n I've always been trying to act happy in front of ppl,a bit xin ku...

I thought I'm used to it.
I thought I'm used to his lies too.
I thought 1 day I may trust him.

All of the "I thought"...

*There are many diff Prince Jac...U may not know which is the real one.
Decisions made must have been the best choice at tt point of time.
Forgive me,if u c the ugly me,cos I cant hide it perfectly.

*One quote from "I-Weekly":

无常是正常，忙碌是营养，烦恼是成长，快乐是希望。。。

=Jac=

Failed my FTT...

Saturday, September 20, 2008 ( 11:45 PM )

Failed my Driving Final Theory Test...

Sian...
Gt slight fever,cough n sore throat,den I went to c doctor after the test...

Then after seeing doctor,went over to Orchard to meet KaiYun,WeiMing,SweeTeng,Carl n his fren,think name Edmund...

Well...
Felt quite xin ku actually cos not really feeling v well,but I'm the one who jio them out...
Haha...
Went to Art Friend to get some stuffs den after tt walk ard Orchard,only been Orchard twice.
Not really very sure of the there,but I think I've quite a way to rmb the route,so still ok...

Haha...
After walk walk,went to Swensens with them,had Gold Rush...
Haha...

Den after tt go home,reached home ard 12am...
=)

Really tired le,actually I'm not feeling well since in the afternoon,even b4 meeting Carl...
But since already jio them out le,then no choice,pretend to be okay all these while,tt's y even sore throat also muz tok...=X

Haha...
Really not bad,no one realize tt I'm not feeling well...
Haha...

*Haiz...Flunk the FTT,need to re-take on Nov...=/

Take care everyone,dun fall sick...

=Jac=

Family Prob...

( 8:36 AM )

Family Prob...

These few days I've been staying up late cos of some family prob...
But whenever senior or tt intern ask me y I'm so tired,I juz give an excuse say I watch animes...

I realized tt I'll felt irritated to tok to tt intern,reason being,she keep "huh,huh,huh" like she's deaf,dunno she cant hear me or dun understand me,n I had to explain every little details to her...

Very tiring...So I guess,by giving any short ans would make no diff bah...=X

Haha...
================================================================
I dun like my dad.
No responsibility.
Liar.
...etc

=Jac=

Tio cough cum sore throat since ytd...

( 8:28 AM )

Tio cough cum sore throat since ytd...

Really very sian...
No voice to tok...
Senior keep joking lo,say my voice "sexy"...=.='''

Today still not any better,I think I need to go c doctor le...=/
Haiz...

Ltr 10am is my actual driving final theory,hope can 1 time pass...
Though I din study...=X

K lah,I shall go c doc then go take test le...

Take care everyone!
*Drink more water...=)

=Jac=

Cards...

Friday, September 19, 2008 ( 12:33 AM )

Cards...

Drew a card for one of the senior at my attachment place,cos it's his b'day ytd...
Belated though...

Well...

The intern n some other seniors saw the card,kinda like it too...
I promised to draw everyone a "Thank you-Card"...

The intern who heard it also say will draw for them...
=X

Sian...
I say I will draw,u also say u will draw,I do wat u also wan to check n know...=/
Even today morning...

We took half-day leave to self-select timetable...
She told the in charge there tt WE gonna go sch select,not only tt,(I'm not ard cos I'm out to audit Co.),she even sms-ed me tt WE will go sch tgt...

*Not asking me if I wan to go,but kinda already plan for me!

Wat is tt man?
Did I ever say I wan to go sch when I can do it at home?
(If go sch,I need to travel for 1.5hrs leh...)

I told her tt I'm gonna stay at home,cos after choosing le,can reach work place earlier...

Then she asked me wat time I will go/reach office,wat time I'll take my lunch...etc
Also,even asked me have I board the train from home...

Then she said she go first,dun wait for me le...
(Since when did I ask u to wait for me? Lame leh,hey,I felt more n more irritated,cos it's like someone keep keeping track on my movements lah...)

Den I replied saying,"U go first lah,since when did I ask u to wait for me? Lame leh"

Finally,she buay tahan liao,"Oh no mah...Tot can meet u den go tgt mah...So we not close,sorry to ask u too much."

I'm actually glad tt she finally said tt,but I replied,"No mah,u from sch(Clementi),I'm at SengKang,meet also not possible lo..."

Then wat happened next made me feel tt she's setting a trap on me...=X
"Oh I din go sch,managed to borrow fren's laptop,I'm frm my hse,I can take bus n meet u at Kovan..."

Dotz...

Bo bian...
Had to go with her,I guess it was cos I told her tt I'm gonna go there earlier to meet seniors for lunch,she wanted to follow den do tt de...=X

Well...

Her reason,"I dunno how to go there(the eating place),u can lead the way mah..."
When,she even noe which exit is more nearer to tt place...=.='''

Sian...

But to my surprise,today I saw Calesta!!!
Long tym nvr c her...
Been chatting with her on train (Totally ignored tt intern!=X) till we reach Dhoby Ghaut,when only 2 stations away from my work place,so still ok...=X

Haha...

*I feel tt...
I am someone who needs freedom,dun like ppl to stick to me,dun like to report at other ppl's wish,but by my own accords,dun like ppl to KA JIAO too much of my life k...=X
I'm juz like tt...

I'm moody/emotional/temperamental,I noe.
I'm fierce,I noe.
I'm different at different situations,tt's me.
I'm adapting n trying to change too...

Ok lah,gonna slp le...

Take care everyone!=)
*Recently weather very hot sia,drink more water!!! =)

=Jac=

Feel tt Audit is interesting...

Tuesday, September 16, 2008 ( 8:21 PM )

Feel tt Audit is interesting...

Haha...

Seniors asked me what I wanted to be in the future,what's my future plan...
Seriously,I dunno...

Planned to get a degree...
But seniors said tt going for ACCA would be better,even my cousin said tt too...

I not sure...

18 Sep morning is my self-select timetable timeslot...
Think will apply half day leave to select it at home bah...
If not will ask frenz to help me select on my behalf lo...=X

Haha...

Take care everyone! =)
*Gt squeezed when taking the train,the auntie behind me keep touching my butt...=/
=.='''

=Jac=

Pass all...

Monday, September 15, 2008 ( 9:57 PM )

Yay!!!

Heng ah,pass all modules...=)

=Jac=

So Happy today!!!

Saturday, September 13, 2008 ( 11:29 PM )

So Happy Today!!!

Today went to Ang Mo Kio to take my Driving Final Theory Test (Trial),after tt meet HI! Clubbers at Clementi K Box...

Really enjoyed myself...
Thks WM,thks to him,we can get the VIP room,gt Pool n Karaoke tgt de...
Also thks to him I noe how to play pool le!!! =)

Sing,eat,drink,play from ard 1pm till 7pm,cost $17.50!!!

Really worth it!!!
My singing still sucks as usual,on top of that,today...

I broke a glass,dropped a mic...
Mic is ok but the glass really cui...=(

So sorry for all the trouble tt I've caused...
Really sorry too,to those tt I may hav offended...=/

I am juz too blunt...
Sorry if I had offended u all...

Then after tt rushed to relative's hse to celebrate Mid Autumn Festival...
Had BBQ and all...

They still repeat the same topic,"When will u starts to wear dress/skirt? How's ur attachment? ...etc"

Then chit chat with cousin's gf and my cousins...
Slack till ard 11pm den go hm...

Enjoyed myself!!! =)

Thanks everyone!!!
It's been a long tym I am so happy le,and also,once again,sorry...=X

Take care all,I gonna do some auditing stuffs...

=Jac=

My Spec...

Wednesday, September 10, 2008 ( 9:14 PM )

My Spec...

My spec gt a part which was scratched by the workmanship bah...
I went back to the shop and wat I got in return was tt the people used marker to colour the part of me...=.='''

Hell,I spent $200 to get this quality of spec...=/
I muz admit tt the service was gd,but the quality of the spec...T_T

Sian...

=Jac=

Been bz...

( 9:00 PM )

Been bz...

Was working...
Tired easily(mainly mentally),maybe cos I nvr exercise(both physical n mentally) and also I am getting old le...=/

Learnt many things from attachment...
The seniors there all very nice,quite friendly...
Still gt many whom I do not know...

Hope everything's fine for the next 1 mth bah...

Blink my eyes,now,it's the 3rd weeks of attachment...
Other than have to wear formal wear n wear those shoe,I seriously hope I can work there longer...=X

Ytd n today worked till 6.45pm(Supposed to be 6pm),cant n wun claim OT,but it's ok...haha...=)

Will try to study abit for my Driving Final Theory Test(Trial) this Sat...

My dad ytd asked $1,000 from my bro n me...
Ridiculous!
He said tt his bank account is running low,wan my bro n me to top it up...

Since he already noe tt his account will run low when he keep withdrawing the money n spent them GENEROUSLY,he shld have control himself!!!

BUT,HE DID NOT!!!
Lame lo...

Forget it,dun wan to tok le...
Was doing auditing all these days...
Quite enjoy actually...=)

Haha...=)
K lah,shall go makan n den after tt go slp le...

Take Care Everyone!
*Need to work even weekend...Saving running low...=(

=Jac=

Back to it...

Friday, September 05, 2008 ( 6:21 AM )

Back to it...

Blog song is now,"道~to you all (Violin Version)" again! =X

=Jac=

Met XiuJuan-My primary school Best Friend!!!

( 6:08 AM )

Met XiuJuan-My primary school Best Friend!!!

Ytd meet up with XiuJuan for lunch...
I had enjoyed the lunch very much...

Thanks XiuJuan for the lunch! =)
In future if gt chance,rmb to jio me for lunch tgt oh! =)
(Dun mind eat fish soup everyday...=X)

*Gave her birthday present in advance...=)

I juz like to be with her...
Those familiar feeling...

*Finally tok to someone with those perfect Chinese pronunciation...=X

K lah,gonna go work soon...
Bye...
Take Care everyone! =)

=Jac=

Wednesday, September 03, 2008 ( 10:16 PM )

=Jac=

Wat a bad day!

( 8:56 PM )

Wat a bad day!

Today I totally experiencing bad things till juz now...

Morning was not happy cos of someone...
(Nvr ans to my sms,I had to even call lo...We agreed to meet every morning to go to work,she missed the train also nvr make the effort to at least inform,I still scare she overslept,worried abt her k...)

Den after tt when I reached office,I was asked to pack files,arrange those racks and also filing(Continue from ytd's job)...

And cos I had put on my new spec,I feel very uncomfortable with it.
I need to strain my eyes to see things...
It's like for things that are far,there's shadow behind the words...etc
Very uncomfortable...

Feeling low the whole day.

Den nvm...
Doing all those tasks(pack files...etc) when someone can learn MYOB,key entries...etc
Kinda feeling low.

Den nvm,after I'm done,I gt nothing to do,I went over to ask if there's anything I can help...
The man(teaching MYOB) asked me to go ask other ppl while he continued to instruct someone to do the entries...

I was being asked to help sort out those envelopes,those cant be reuse de,put aside den throw away...
Was being asked also to tear the whole stack of envelopes that cant be reused,den can throw away,in case ppl pick the envelopes den use them...(Cos gt Company's address...=X)

The man looked for me to teach someone n me MYOB's Bank Rec...
Then I tore those envelopes after learning...
At the same time,someone gt to apply the skills by entering the entries for Bank Rec.

Den after tt,I gt nothing to do,I went to look for a lady to get some jobs...

Was asked to help her to do data entries,help her key those companies' names,addresses...etc on the softcopy of "Form C"...

One whole stack for me to do,companies with name from A-Z...
Din finish,cos by the time she gave me was ard 5pm and we knocked off 6pm...
She very nice,she say I can do tmr too...=)

Den I rushed to the spec shop to enquire abt my spec...
I called my mum(from SengKang) to help me get my old spec to tt shop(Hougang)...
I really thks her and really feel bad abt it cos it's raining heavily but I din know abt it(I was in the train)...

The sale-gal told me tt the "Focus Point" of the spec is wrong,tt's y I see double image and she said tt my eyes r very sensitive,tt's y I feel very uncomfortable the whole day...

She took it back and she say she'll call me when it's done...
Den at the same time,my mum wanted to make a long-sighted spec...(Lau Hua)
I paid for tt...$150...

A bit heartache,but it's for my mum,so,nvm lo...

Den as we walked out the shop,omg,the rain was worse...
It's much more heavier!!!
The floor was slightly flooded!!!

And as we were on our way to the bus-stop,waiting for the traffic light,when I juz said,"Wah,gt umbrella like also no use,I already gt wet sia...(Shoulder was wet le...)"

Den in no time,a Taxi drove in front of us,which splash those rain(on the ground) onto us!!!
Splashed onto our face also!!! (Cos we 2 quite short...=X)
We both gt wet,totally from head to toe!!!

My mum suggested tt we dun take bus,cos will catch cold easily...

We walked home.
Yes,walk.
Yes,from Hougang to SengKang.
A distance of ard 3 MRT stations,a 30min of walking journey.

We walked under our umbrella,but worse still,my shoe was too slippery,I had no choice but to take it off.

Yes,bingo.
I walked back home(SengKang) from Hougang bare-footed...
Very very pain cos had to walk on those tar-floor,n not only tt,also need to be aware of those snails and also those small stones tt really hurts...

I din say it's pain lah,but I juz keep curse n swear for the day...=X

I really feeling irritated today.

Nvm,after all these,I seriously not of gd mood man.

I am so sorry,hope my mum wun get sick...=/

Haiz...
When we finally reached home,I let her bath first,den I get myself a glass of green tea...
Wat's coming next to me is tt...

The bottle of green tea was expired!
It turned sour n I din noe abt it,I still drank a mouthful of it quickly!
&%$#@!

N it really went into my stomach!!!
I totally very sad lah!

Cant vomit out also...&^%$*#@!

God!!!
Wat a day!!!

I've juz bathed and hope my mum n me dun fall sick...=/

Take Care everyone!

*Tmr meeting my primary school best-friend for lunch!!!=)
Gt her a present and ltr will draw her a card...(Cos her birthday is nearing...=X)

=Jac=

Omg,is it my fault?

Tuesday, September 02, 2008 ( 10:06 PM )

Omg,is it my fault?

You gave me a face showing tt it's my fault...=/

Well,u said urs is dirty job,I'm more lucky than u...
Today I saw what u said the day before those heavy & dirty files and boxes...
(I dun think they are as dirty as what you said,not tt exaggerated...)

Nvm,today you seemed to be happy,is it tt u c me doing worse tasks than u tt makes u feel more comfortable?

Nvm...

We suppose to learn MYOB today tgt,when a lady asked for help in keying the data for the fixed assets schedule,you asked me to go over...

U gt to learnt MYOB and I can c tt u r happy.
Gd and glad for you.
Sincerely.

When you can go home while I still cant,u went off first.
Still saying wat,"U gd lo,can always go audit company..." to me.
When I replied,"Eh,dun say until like tt leh,I not everytime go can? U also gt go lo..."

U shown me a very "Sian" face,den walked off...
I'm still bz doing my work...

I noe you are angry,it's so obvious,but I cant be bothered at tt time.
Seriously.

I sms-ed you after work.
I knew I had offended you.

You replied,"No,juz tt you shld leave me some face cos I nv even tot of comparing with you... Juz think tt you are luckier... N u say out loud tt I always say u go out I nvr get to go.."

I am really =.='''

Cos...

If you din compare with me,than,wat's with the "I think you are luckier than me"?
If you say I nvr give u face tt time,I think I am at fault,only this point.
Not becos of wat I've said.

Cos it's fact.
You are the one who starts the conversion by saying in front of other ppl as if I always gt to go out...
I juz wan to make myself clear tt I does not ALWAYS gt to go out k,dun say until like u r being bullied,like u gt no chance to go out k?

I can understand what you feel,but u din care abt the others in the first place isnt it?
U did not put urself in my shoe too,did u?
Do u noe how I feel at tt point of time?

I dun think I was in wrong yet I am the one who apologized.

The whole conversion ends with me keep apologizing n u r the one saying,"It's ok lah...anw I still treat u truly =) ...etc"

I am actually sick and tired of u.=X
I dunno,but tt's wat I feel.=/

I din say anything to u,I end the conversion by keep saying "Sorry".
I dunno y I'm apologizing when I dun feel even a bit of sorry...
Guess is cos I subconsciously want my frenz to feel better...

I enjoy working there,n also I enjoy the attachment,however,I'm kinda being influenced by ur emotions,whatever you said,whatever you did seemed to affect me somehow.

U r older than me,but somehow,I feel tt u r juz like a princess,as if you are younger than me,need reply on other ppl...=/

K lah,enough of my unhappy stuffs...

Share with u all some happy stuffs...

Gt my new spec,quite ok,I like it.=)
Will gt to meet my primary school best friend this Thursday for lunch! =)

Ok,I shall go to bed,take care everyone! =)

=Jac=

Positive or Negative?

Monday, September 01, 2008 ( 7:51 PM )

Positive or Negative?

Sometimes,going through the bad stuffs allows us to experience,to learn and to overcome problems in diff situations...

If comparison makes you feel worse,why do you compare in the first place?
Overall is the individual experience on what you had learnt,wat's the point in comparing with the others?
Those that had happened cannot be changed,why do you keep kinda blaming the others for not making the choice previously that would affect the outcome(outcome that will benefit yourself)...etc?

I don't know how to reply you when you are so agitated in telling me that I am more luckier than you,and saying that I don't understand your stand...

I also see that in some way I am more luckier than you but you can't assume that I know nothing abt what you are going thru mah...
In some way,I feel tt you are trying to push the blame on me of what you are going thru now lo...

I din choose the mentor,the mentors chose us,isnt it?

But to a certain extent,I agree to you that part of what you had gone thru is because of me(reading newspaper den kana scolding),but they mean the both of us leh,not u alone lo... =X
But the rest I din choose to isnt it? =/

And one more thing,pls try not to use "Always"...
I did not "always" go out with seniors to audit company lo...(Most of the time last week nia k...)

I am sorry if any of the above comments had offended or hurt you,but the above is how I feel at that point of time(when toking to you on phone)...

Take care everyone!
Jiayou...

*Always look on the bright side of life!

=Jac=