Lets forget the negatives!

Nice game...

Saturday, October 27, 2007 ( 12:01 AM )

Nice game...

Played bowling today with HuiJun,Caroline,WeiJun,JieMing,YongXin and CaiQuan.
Nice game lo...=)
Enjoyed myself,at least more stable and gt improvement on my bowling skill,thanks YongXin...=X
Haha...

After 3 games of bowling,we went to HuiJun's hse to play mahjong!
Haha...
I left at ard 6.30pm for work...
Too bad,cant join them for dinner...
Haha...

Next tym I still wan to join TA05's outing lo,fun!
--Hope can go K Box...=X
Haha...

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Feel that I'm drifting more n more further away from HI! Club.
I am sorry.
Juz too bz.

I need to work,cos working is the only source of my expenditure and that includes everything abt me,which means,I am supporting myself,I nvr n cant get a single cent from my parents,tt's my reason y I cant stop myself from working.

However,studies is still my top priority,next is working,den CCAs...etc
*Family,Friends and Animes/Dramas/Shows/Music are not included in the list,cos they cant be compare bah,I think.

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I've found my hp le,yay...=)
Thanks the security guard! =)

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*We are not who we think we are,we are not even who others think we are,we are who we think others think we are.

There are many kind of ppl in this world,with diff races,personalities...etc,they work together.
Shld there be problems,it'll be solved as time passes bah,I believe...

Haha...

Jia you everyone!
Take Care! =)
I am going to make a very impt decision this tym round. Opportunity Cost.

=Jac=

Wat a bad day...

Friday, October 26, 2007 ( 1:48 AM )

Wat a bad day... (25Oct)

Early in the morning,nearly stepped on dog poos when I was on my way to the bus stop...

Den when I got to board the sch shuttle bus,the Thailand Elephant Key Chain that Jian Ming gave me snapped(think hook on something bah),but heng I've found it back.

Go photocopy Audit and FMGT notes,Auntie forgt to give me the FMGT de and I immediately went back to her,den found out tt the copy was being dumped into the waste paper basket by the uncle cos he tot noone's.

Den lost my cell phone at LT68E...

Was having lesson,rmb I took my cell phone out,den I place it beside me on the seat.
Lesson ended,and I left,rushing for work,forgt abt it totally.
Got changed and went to the bus stop,board the bus and start searching for my cell phone.
Cant find,I'm anxious,quickly alight the bus,opp KAP Mac.

Ran back to school with my heavy bag,laptop,ACCPAC book and file.
Perspired like mad. And saw a total of 7 bus 74 pass through in front of me...(I need to take bus 74 to work...)
Ran to HI Club RD booth to place my bag,den ran to LT68E.

It's locked!
Die,I am damn anxious lah,cos I need to rush for work and oso,I muz find my phone!
--Cos instead of the phone,all the contacts mean A LOT to me!
I ran to SSIC to report lost. T.T

I went back to HI Club RD booth,borrowed phone from Kah Chuan to contact lecturer,hope she can help me open the lecture,but she wasnt at her desk,I cant get her.

Den got no choice,it's 4.30pm already,I need to set off to work,went to work in the end.
Was abit late for work.

Den after work,bo bian,can only pray tt no one wants my cell phone cos it's Nokia 8250,damn old de model lo(I actually planned to buy Sony Ericsson W580i this Nov when I got my pay...).
I called my hp using other ppl's phone,it rings,which means noone had took the sim card out yet.
Which means,high chances are that,noone had found it yet! Cos I put silent mode oso...
I hope I can find it ltr when got to sch bah...=/

After work,got home,cooked spaghetti to eat,cook too much and none of my family wan to eat,sian...

My first time cooking spaghetti lo,nice lo! =)
--My bro dun like the sauce.
--My dad cant eat spaghetti.
--My mum oso cant eat noodle at night,she will get stomachache in the mid of night.

Den I stuffed myself with all the spaghetti,I still say want to jian fei,now cant le lah...
Too full...
Now feel very tired...

I gtg everyone!
*Hope I can join TA05's outing tmr and also most importantly is to get back my cell phone.
Also hope HI Club RD can be a success one!

Gt to go do RFA tutorial lo,bye everyone!
Nitez! Take Care! =)

=Jac=

HI! Club Recruitment Drive 2007

Wednesday, October 24, 2007 ( 11:52 PM )

HI! Club Recruitment Drive 2007

Haha,today(24Oct) is the first day of HI! Club Recruitment Drive 2007!

It's at Atrium,from 9am-6pm till this Friday! =)

Hope it's a success one...
Haha...

I love HI! Club,but juz then,I kinda feeling weird also.
I saw her working style,she's like the Co-organizer,and most imptly,she know more than I do,can sign better than me too.

Frankly speaking,this kind of feeling's weird...
Dunno y.
It's not jealous,cos I am still quite recognized in the club,it's not angry,there is nothing to angry abt already.
It's also not sad,juz dunno how to express this feeling.

Hmm...

Ya,I think I know le,it's the feeling of being left out.

I am juz the Co-organizer,in name.

They asked me many things,I am aware of none,I wasnt informed,wasnt involved that much too.

Tired becos of the rehearsal for performance for HI! Club Orientation Camp.
Reached home at ard 12am ytd,only slp for an hour becos I only manage to collect all timetables by ytd night for me to plan the duty rooster for the booth tending and that I still need to do my tutorial...

Den today having lesson from 9am-4pm den on n off went to tend HI! Club RD Booth,den when to work at Yishun,just settled down not long...

Tired...Drank 2 cups of coffee today.
Now insomnia le...=/

Shall force myself to slp soon.

Hmm...Forgt abt all the negative,hope after RD,everything can turn back to normal...

TA05 oso arh,hoped I can hear everyone's laughter deeply from heart again.
Hoped that HI Club can recruitment many ppl.
Hoped that everyone can be happy.

Life still have to carry on no matter wat.

=Jac=

Bee...

Saturday, October 20, 2007 ( 11:39 PM )

Bee...

Friday's schedule,DAMN tight...

6am: Woke up
9am-11am: Having lesson
11.30am-4.30pm: Worked at Westmall
5pm-6pm: Got back to sch for BA Envoys Camp
8.30pm-9.30pm: Teaching tuition at Yishun
10.15pm: Got back to sch for BA Envoys Camp
*Stayed up the whole night,din slp at all.

Saturday's schedule...

*During BA Envoys Camp
7am: Fall asleep for 15min
11.30am: Left for ERS meeting
1.30pm: Got back to BA Envoys Camp
4.30pm: Left camp to work at Hougang Mall's Bengawan Solo
5.40pm: Was late for work...=(
10.40pm: After work
11.20pm: Home

Sunday's schedule...

5am: Wake up
7am-7pm: Work at Raffles Place NTUC--Anlene Bone Scan Operator
...

Tired...
But the moment I reached home and use my lappy,dun bear to go to slp lo...=X

Anw,wanna thks everyone for BA Envoys Camp.
Hope my CCAs would forgive me for my low attendance in club's meeting...etc.
Hope they would bear with me...
I hope I can be less bz n get more involve in my studies n CCAs bah...=)

Damn tired,met funny ctm when work oso,dun bother to say le,tired...

K lah,I shall go bath n slp le...
Cya ard in sch! =)
Take Care...

=Jac=

Head or Assistance?

Wednesday, October 17, 2007 ( 10:54 PM )

Head or Assistant?

Where is the authority?
Where is the cut off point?
Where is the line drawing across the authority of being the head and the assistant head?

I dun understand.

I may sound harsh,but I dunno y.
Pissed off with the working style.
Working style,everyone has gt diff and their own style,y not?
But prob is,know where is your limit,pls do draw the line.

Shall I give up or not?
Delegate Authority or Give up the Authority?

Dun understand.

=Jac=

Sch Reopened...

Tuesday, October 16, 2007 ( 1:14 AM )

Today sch reopen le...

Hmm...
Tutor set our class at 1.10pm,in future oso...
Haha...

Today's lesson starts at 1.10pm,ends at 2.40pm...
Cool huh,a 4hours lesson shorten to 1.5hours...
=X
Haha...

First time have IS module to be so short de...
Haha...

=Jac=

Happy Birthday to bro...

Sunday, October 14, 2007 ( 2:27 AM )

Wish bro a happy birthday...13 Oct...

13 Oct-Today went to school for HI Club meeting,after tt went to have lunch with them...

After lunch,c them play pool,then after that left at ard 3.30pm for work...
Dunno y,was feeling happy today...

Bought bro a present oso,and today's work was oso quite alright...

Today got many ppl birthday,seeing all the kids smiling,they look so delighted...

After work,on the journey home,I was actually tired,looking out of the window on bus,giving a deep thought...

I'm tired,truly tired,both physically and mentally,I know there are also many ppl who are like me...
I finally know how come I can hang on there till now,it's becos of my family...
They are my burden,my happiness and all...

No matter how tired I am,I would nvr mention in front of them,pretend to be happy with the current situation(work n study),actually,I am really tired but I dun dare to tell them...
I am afraid they would worry,and I can only continue the current situation in order to lighten their burden,it's not easy for them and me too...

I cried before,wondering y do I have to be so tired.
I laughed at myself,"It's silly to cry."
*But then again,cry is also a form of release of my stress...

I complained to my frenz,I regret telling them cos they worry for me...
It is hard to pretend to be so relax and easy when it's actually tired and troubled...

With my family,I feel happy,I think the happiness I get is much more than what I shld get,I shld be happy,yes I am.

I am happy.=)
Self-fulfilling prophecy may be true,but giving a thought,I am so much fortunate then many ppl,I ought to be happy.

Hope everyone in the world would be sad for a second but happy forever...=)

Jiayou,I am not tired,I can make it,juz do it!
Take Care everyone!
Sch reopen this coming Monday...
Got to work at Marine Parade ltr,bye everyone! =)

=Jac=

Kitwei can cooks...

Thursday, October 11, 2007 ( 7:51 AM )

KitWei can cook lo...

Ytd went to KitWei hse,cos it's going to rain soon and we have to cancel the cycling plan...

Hmm...
She made me a plate of spaghetti,I only can say,

'NICE!'

Haha...=)

Enjoying myself...wat abt u?
Haha...

Sch gonna reopen soon,n life is not juz abt sch.
I finally discovered it.=X

Bye,ltr still got to work...
Cya! Take Care! =)

=Jac=

TA05 Outing,FUN!

Wednesday, October 10, 2007 ( 1:43 AM )

Haha...
Today tio fever,den my mum scared I like last time like tt,drag n drag then go c doc,tt's y she sent me to doc today...

Din join Rose they all for afternoon's outing...
*Anw,I think they nvr meet up oso bah...

However,cos my mum went to work le,den when I woke up,I feel kinda better,den decided to go down to City hall meet everyone to have dinner...
10 of us...Haha...

We went to Marina Square,to Swensen...
Ate fish n chips & mango madness...
The fish n chips is nice,but kinda disappointed with the mango madness...
Cos I think the mango not up to standard bah...=/

Haha...
While eating,they keep having photos...
Haha...

Hmm,I feel really happy lo...
After eating,decided to go for pool,however,we went to far east,but the shop's closing,den all of us went hm,catching for last train n buses...

Got home at ard 12.15am...
Haha...
Had fun today...Really...
But still feel abit sian cos today nvr go K box as wat I planned...=/
Saw Marvin n Ruby when I was boarding the MRT,think nxt tym muz go K box with them...

Haha...
I guess,my fever will receover tmr...=)
Jya,gonna do HI Club RD proposal le...

Tmr work morning shift...
After doing the proposal will go slp le...=)
Take Care everyone! =)
Nitez...

=Jac=

Greatest dream...

Monday, October 08, 2007 ( 1:16 AM )

Greatest dream...

If I would know all languages...

It's so good to be able to communicate with the others using the same language...

Cos my work is to serve the ctm,it's good to noe more languages...
Rmb once,the ctm I served is an auntie who speaks only in Cantonese,I totally dun understand wat she mean,in the end ask my colleague who noe Cantonese de to help me...

Hmm...

I hope to learn every country's language,travel the whole world to see different things...
A dream to communicate & learn.

Haha...
Ren yin meng xiang er wei da...

Haha...
I am very very noble,cos I got a lot of dreams!
=X
Buay Hiao Bai...Haha...

Times flies fast,sch holidays gonna end soon...=) & =/
Still got many things din do...

K lah,gtg...drink more water!
Take care...=)

*Believe everyone got dreams...
Live your dreams!--Why not? Haa...

=Jac=

Hot weather...

Sunday, October 07, 2007 ( 1:46 AM )

Recently was really warm and hot...

It's very sunny lah...

Was feeling better today,not that bad,however,I can only eat porridge and no milk or chilli...
Eeeyer...
No chilli,no kick,sian.

Haiz...
Well,have to tolerate for the time being...
Will be working at Yishun Polyclinic ltr,muz reach there at 6.30am to set up the machines...

Juz read the meeting minutes from Yuchin's email.
Dun quite really understand a point.

Kah Chuan will be helping in CA n Publicity as Core.

Then is he gonna help CA or Publicity? Can he handle in both? And as an assistant or taking over?
Is there a need???
Hmm...

I think looking for juniors(yr1 going to yr2) to nurture would be more impt...

Well,not tok abt this oso,who ask me to work and not attending the meeting?
-Haiz,too late for me to apply leave when I am informed regarding the meeting lo...

Fine,shall go slp le,tired...

Take Care everyone!
Drink more water!=)

=Jac=

I dun like polyclinic...

Friday, October 05, 2007 ( 11:54 PM )

Finally,I cant tolerate anymore,I went to the Hougang Polyclinic to see doctor after work...

I've waited for more than an hour just to see the doctor,meanwhile,I fell asleep and went to the toilet cos I got diarrhoea...

Then when I came out from the washroom,I looked at the consultation room,the meter shown my consultation number,it's my turn to see the doctor...

Immediately,I knocked the door,then the nurse came out and said,"Where you go? The doctor kept calling for you just now..."
I replied,"I went to the toilet..."

Then the nurse asked me to wait for awhile first,then after that,the doctor called for me again...

I knocked the door then walked into the room,the doctor doesnt seemed to be happy,in fact she shown me a black face(sulky),then sound as if she's reprimanding me,"Where have you gone just now? I called you for a long time,do you know?"

--I went to the toilet,I've got diarrhoea.
-So you got diarrhoea,did you vomit?
--No,but I felt nausea.
-Lie down at the bed there.
-Feeling anywhere in pain?
--Stomach.
-Be seated there.
-Any coughing?
--No.
-So you just need medicine for diarrhoea?
--Erm,ya.
-Ok,pls go to the pharmacy and collect your medicine.

*15min of consultation-$8.60,Medicine-$1.40
(Conversation with was done very quickly,she speaks quick fast and seemed to rush off or send me off.)

*Pls,you asked me if I got stomachache,if I feel like vomit,but yet you din prescribe me medicine for these symptoms...

I am already feeling extremely unwell,felt very weak,cant even think very well,how I know what medicine I need for my situation?
You are the doctor or am I the doctor?
Who decide what medicine to prescribe to the patient?

Haiz,all I can say is that maybe that doctor is rushing to go home asap,that's why she tried to finish all her consultation quickly...=/

I dun like polyclinic.

Today felt unwell,thus,I cancelled the tuition lesson with Leon,hmm,I loss $20 for not conducting this lesson...=/

Take Care everyone...
Drink lots of water.

=Jac=

Sick Or Rest?

( 5:26 AM )

Sick or Rest?

I guess my body is giving me a signal to ask me to take a rest...
Was sick since Wed...
Diarrhoea...

Ate medicine,but it doesn't seem to help me from getting better...=X
Till now,still feel the same...
Maybe later will go see the doctor before work...

Well,recently,because of falling sick,feel weak & tired...
I sleep alot these few days,much more than usual...
I think I should really rest bah...

Haiz...
These few days,been thinking,thinking about the question that she(a senior from working place) asked me...

"What is you future? What is you plan? What do you intend to do in the future?"

Hmm...
I gave her a model answer...
"After studies,may work for few years,save up to further studies,then go for a job that is of higher position(salary)..."

Actually,I do not know if I can go to university,I know myself clearly,my standard,I know it will be a mission impossible...

Not that I do not want to put in the effort to aim for it,but,useless...
People around me can do much more better than I can.
Me,where's my stand?

I know that there isn't time for me to think about all this,I should use the time,instead of envying the others,study more right?
"Xin you yu er li bu zu"

心有余而力不足

My future?--It's always an unresolved riddle...

Well,later I still got to withdraw money for my dad...
Then still got to see doctor,still have to lend a friend $300,guess this month I really have to eat less,skip meals le...=/

Haiz...

Later will be working at Bengawan Solo,from 9.30am-2.30pm,then have to go home,then have to prepare to go Yishun to conduct Chinese Tuition till 9.30pm,will reach home at around 11pm...

As usual...

=Jac=

Fall sick...

Wednesday, October 03, 2007 ( 10:19 PM )

Fall sick...=(

I think tt stupid Nasi Lemak I ate in the morning,cos me to have diarrhoea the whole day,tired,weak n sick...
Feeling very sick in the morning,but after work,in the afternoon,felt better.

However,still sick oso lah,oso feel very tired after work...
Still have to go pay my internet bill,buy hp top up card,buy bus concession & buy birthday present for my colleague(HuiYun)...

Now feeling sick n tired,and if situation still not turning better,I will go see doc tmr bah...

Jya,I got to go slp le...bye...

Take Care everyone! =)

=Jac=

Din go to Acer...

( 2:34 AM )

Din go to Acer on 2nd Oct,cos got call from in charge to ask me to help a colleague to work lo...

Sian...Still cant send my lappy to Acer for service,haiz...

Hopefully this Thur can send it to Acer bah...

Recently is as usual,chiong work,but this tym round,very xiong,I left only tym at night to surf net and slp only,the rest is work,work & WORK!
--Of cos I wun torture myself tt much,so I oso gt ask for a whole day off to take a rest lo...=)

I spent most of my tym on working,basically no shopping at all,even if I bought things recently oso muz rush de lo...
*Like I bought a pair of shoe n a wallet during the course of going to work lo,so I nvr really shop or choose lo,like kind of see & buy & go...

Haha...But of cos will see carefully den buy lah...=)
Both like spent 10min to buy...
Haha...

I DUN like shopping...
Cos too many ppl,very sian,they are like walking very slow and squeezing with one another...
I only buy things when I NEED to buy,if not,I dun usually shop for things...
Haha...

Kk...I think I shld get back to slp le,if not let my dad finds out tt I am still awake jiu si le...=X

Haha...

Take care my fren!=)

=Jac=

Troubled...

Tuesday, October 02, 2007 ( 3:37 AM )

Troubled...

Today(1st Oct),I was late for work,I was half an hour late...=/
Kana scolding and oso pay deduction...=(

Den after work,rush down to Bugis,to meet Rose to go SimLim Square to buy things...

Recently my lappy is kind of unstable,will suddenly blackout de...
Thus I asked if Rose wanna go SimLim Square with me to buy an external hard disk,since she told me once tt she wanna go there too...

I was kinda early than her,agree to meet at 4pm,but I was there ard 3.30pm...
Thus I went to Guan Yim Temple to pray n oso bought a necklace(ard $6) nearby the temple cos mine is gonna snap soon...(Cos it's a string and I wore it quite a long time le...)

I went back to Bugis MRT to wait for Rose,she's late and while waiting for her,I tried the necklace,realised tt it's too long,it's silver and I decided to go back to the shop to change it cos I cant adjust the length...

Den after I meet Rose,we headed to the shop to change den accompany her to the temple again,den after tt,we went to SimLim...

Bought an external hard disk for $151,160GB,Samsung,with casing.
Thks Rose for her accompany and she helped me bargain with the uncle...
It was originally $146,den I check the casing,it's defected,I asked for a new one but there's no stock left.
The uncle offered another casing,which cost $8 more,it will be $154,den we bargain till $151,cos the uncle really very power,even tt $1 oso wont discount for me...

But nevertheless,I still got it at a reasonable price I think...=)

After buying the hard disk,we went to eat at the hawker centre...
After dinner,I've got to go for my tuition job,and Rose got to meet her fren at Woodland...

I was late,reached there(Yishun) at ard 8pm,hence my tuition class ends at 10pm,got hm at ard 11+...
I was really tired...
After my supper,I went to bed...=x

But feeling troubled oso,dunno y...
I am counting my salary when I woke up juz now,at ard 1+...
It seemed tt I still cant buy my targeted new hp yet...
Sony Ericsson W580I...($498 without contract)

Haiz...
And oso,I received my internet bill,handphone's HI Card is gonna expired if I dun top up,bus concession is gonna end soon...
With all these,I need to spend another $120...
Hmm...

Though I earn a little more this month,but after calculating,I still got not enough to buy the hp yet,not to say buying a new hp,as I need to lend my fren $300 this month,basically,I will have a financial crisis myself...=(
I regret,shldnt have agree to lend her $300 tt fast...
I shld hav consider first...=/

But I wont go back my words lah,will still lend her,mayb this month I can try to skip some meals...etc

Haiz...
K lah,after watching "gong zhu xiao mei" just now,I shall go to bed...

Bye frenz...=)
Take Care...
*Will go to sch's NP String Guitar Fair ltr,will oso go to Acer to get my lappy serviced...=/

=Jac=