Lets forget the negatives!

Forgot since when I fall in love with music,art,coffee...etc

Sunday, August 31, 2008 ( 5:04 AM )

Forgot since when I fall in love with music,art,coffee...etc

How I wish I could play all instruments.
How I wish I could use my hand to draw whatever I wanted to skilfully.
How I wish I would be able to taste all I wanted to.
How I wish I could communicate with everyone in the world using their language.
How I wish I am smarter,more knowledgeable.
How I wish I could excel in everything.
How I wish...

Is it all too late?
Is it just another dream too far out there?

Since when I had many friends,and since when I feel the loneliness from within even with them?
Since when I enjoy what I used to do,and since when I've changed?

Time & Money not enough,ya?
Heart & Thoughts not enough,ya?

How sad it is.
How short life is.
How limited Prince Jac can do.

Prince Jac was reflecting...

=Jac=

Broke...

Saturday, August 30, 2008 ( 8:37 PM )

Broke...

Made my spec juz now,$200...
It's juz a normal,black plastic frame lo...
R150 L200...
With Transition...

Ex,Heartache.

Haiz...

Intend to go another shop one,but I saw one near the bus-stop so I went in to c c...
Den the salegal asked me to try this n that...
End up really felt kana psycho by her to buy tt spec...

Well...
No choice lo...
Paid le.

Haiz...
Nvm lo,since long tym den buy one,so haiz,dun think abt it le lah...
Next Tue can take le...

And also...
Bought my dad a new handphone...
Since bought mum a handphone,my dad also cant miss de lah...
His birthday is nearing,11Sep...

So my bro n me share cost to buy him a hp lo...

Totally broke...=/
Haiz...

Forget it le.
Dun think anymore,if not my heart will be more pain...=X

=Jac=

La Corda D'oro Primo Passo...

( 2:57 PM )

Was watching La Corda D'Oro Anime recently...

Love it...=X

All the classic songs really give me different mood...=X
Haven finish watching the episodes even though it's juz 25Ep nia...
Cos too tired after attachment,always no chance to watch it...=X

Well,I find this song not bad...

Ave Maria...
Now the blog song u all heard is "Ave Maria"-Violin Duet in La Corda...

Enjoy~

=Jac=

Worse...

( 2:16 PM )

My situation become worse...

Flu cum slight fever cum cough...
Tsk...

Hate it man...

Well,well...
1st week of attachment is over...
Quite happy there...=)
Enjoying myself...=X

Haha...
The colleagues there all quite nice n friendly...=)

Hmm...
I long for an outing with Huimin,HI! Clubbers and TA05 ppl...=X
It will a busy Sep...=X

Haha...

Ltr I'll be going Hougang to make a new pair of spec...=)
The frame already off colour liao n I think my eyesight had gone worse le bah...=X

My eyesight was once perfect eyesight till sec 4, since then it's R50 L75,R75 L100 den R150 L175...
(The current spec degree is R150 L175,no astigmatism...)

Now dunno if gt increase or not...=X

So gonna go make a new spec...=)

*Broke...=/

*Happened to see the MTV of Paul Anka-"You are my Destiny" at Raffles Place ytd,a song tt I've heard from a Jap drama-"Golden Bowl"...=X
Quite nice actually...=X

=Jac=

Flu...

Thursday, August 28, 2008 ( 9:37 PM )

Flu...
Been walking under rain recently cos of thoe heavy rain,with umbrella also like no use...=X
Tio flu sia...=/

Having running nose the whole day...
Very irritating...=/

Haiz...

Now looks like it's worse,not only flu come to me but also slight fever cum headache...
Quite xin ku now...=X

Take care everyone...
Gtg...

Attachment is quite ok,gt to learn new stuffs n gt nice seniors...=)
Hope everything is ok...=)

*Gt to go audit a firm with seniors on my 2nd day and today(4th)...=)
(Cos the 3rd day I was asked to stay in office to help out in some data entries...)

*Happy*
*Sick & Tired*

=Jac=

These few days too tired to blog...

Wednesday, August 27, 2008 ( 9:18 PM )

These few days too tired to blog...

Although not doing much for attachment but then cos of the long hours (8.30am-6pm), I need to wake up at 6am for going to work,so,quite tired...

Well,well...
Not bad,the ppl there all v nice,so quite happy...

Juz tt I gt bruise when packing files,den gt cut by paper and leg gt many blisters lo...

Very hard to walk lo...=/

Well,hope everything would be fine...

K,gonna go bath n slp soon...
Take care everyone! =)

*Looking forward to weekends...=X

=Jac=

Attachment today...

Monday, August 25, 2008 ( 10:44 PM )

Attachment today...

Waited from 8.30am-3pm doing nothing but sitting at a corner with another intern...
(I felt very sleepy but cant slp in the office of cos,den it's like very miserable...=/)
3pm den start to do some filing,den 6pm off work.

My shoe hurts my foot lo,blisters here n there...
Very pain but I did not manage to get a new pair in time...
OMG,tmr I guess I had to wear tt pair of shoe again...T_T

I dun like to wear formal wear!
I AM VERY FAT!

I am very tired...=/
Jiayou...I gonna slp soon...

=Jac=

Tmr's Attachment le...

( 1:16 AM )

Tmr's Attachment le...

Mon,25Aug will be my first day of attachment...
It's located at Raffles Place,F Exit then turn left...

Haha...

Gonna slp soon.
Need to wake up by 6am,cos start work from 8.30am...
(But I hope I can get there by 8am...)
I dun wan to be late...=X

Ok lah,shall watch one ep of anime n go to bed...=X

Take care everyone...=)

*Sian,after exam(Fri) was HI Club stuffs(Sat) and my only one day holi was today(Sun) when...=/

=Jac=

A nice firework...

Sunday, August 24, 2008 ( 3:32 AM )

A nice firework...

Today's performance at the carnival located near esplanade is great sia...
Really...

Everyone did a great job...=)

This might be the last time I gt to perform or involve in HI! Club stuffs,so I cherish the time with u guys...

Really...

Juz now after the performance,we stayed back to watch the fireworks...
Very nice I shld say...

Though it's raining,we all stand in the rain watching the fireworks...=)
(Small rain only)

After tt,we went to Starbucks slack till ard 10.30pm den we went home...
Haha...

Nice game at Starbucks too...=)
Totally enjoyed the moment with u all.

So nice...

I love HI! Club...=)
I guess I'll miss u all bah...=X

Some photo taken using my hp...
Not very gd quality but still...
Share with u all...=)

Will be posting the short video on youtube on the fireworks tt I've firm,ard 1min+...
(Though the actual duration is definitely longer,I only managed to capture ard 1min+)

K lah,I dunno y not tired,I shall go watch animes...=X

*Enjoying reading "Tuesdays with Morrie"-Nice book...

*Blog song now is "The Rose-Westlife".

=Jac=

Addicted...

Saturday, August 23, 2008 ( 12:39 AM )

Addicted...

Once again...

Anime world...=X

Prince Jac loves Anime!!!=)

Now watching "Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge"...
Funny...=)

Tmr HI! Club will be performing...=)
I will be the reflector,of cos,the most lousiest one,but well...=/
I will try my best...=X

Ganbatte!
Back to Anime world lo...

Take care everyone,since after Exam,have a nice rest ah!
Not like me,only gt Sunday free,which is for me to buy formal wear n go search where's my attachment workplace...=/

(Cos Fri and Sat is for the HI! Club...=X)

=Jac=

YaHa...

Thursday, August 21, 2008 ( 8:16 PM )

YaHa~

Exam's over!!!
=X

Whether can I make it or not,let's not tok abt it cos it's over k...=X

Tmr still got to go back to sch for HI Club stuffs...
I need to get ome formal clothes for my attachment starting on 25Aug,Mon...

Jia you everyone for u all tmr de paper...

YaHa~
I can go watch anime till siao liao...=X

Take care! =)

=Jac=

Last Paper...

( 7:31 AM )

Last Paper...

Tax2...

Sian...Overslept n I did not study.
(Tot of waking up in the middle of the night to study yet I overslept...=X)
Will start studying after this post.

Jia you man...
Paper is from 2pm-4pm...

Ard 9 hrs more to the end of exam period!!!
Woosh!
YA-HA!!!

Take care everyone!
*Addicted to Eyeshield21, D.GrayMan,Naruto,Bleach,Vampire Knight...etc

=Jac=

Slacking still...

Tuesday, August 19, 2008 ( 11:51 AM )

Slacking still...

Freak...
No mood to study!!!
OMG!!!
Already wasted 2 days le!

OMG!!!

Kan Jiong now...
Tmr's FMS paper...

Very scare...
Jiayou jiayou!!!

Take care everyone!!!=)
*Pray*
I dun wan to fail...=/

=Jac=

Slacking the whole day...

Monday, August 18, 2008 ( 11:53 AM )

Slacking the whole day ytd...

Was watching animes like Eyeshield21,D. Greyman...etc
=X
No mood to study is like tt de mah...=X

Will study ltr...
Last 2 papers on Wed n Thur...

Lucky...

Take care all my frenz!
Dun fall sick k?
Slp well,drink plenty of water and look after urself well k? =)

Jiayou everyone!
がんばって!

=Jac=

Today's paper kills...

Saturday, August 16, 2008 ( 2:30 PM )

Today's paper kills...

Sian...=/
Flunk this paper...
*Pray hard* dun fail!!! =X

Haiz...
Sob sob...

Gonna slp then prepare for TAX2 n FMS...=/

Take care everyone!
Jia you!
=)

=Jac=

Today's paper kills...

( 2:30 PM )

Today's paper kills...

Sian...=/
Flunk this paper...
*Pray hard* dun fail!!! =X

Haiz...
Sob sob...

Gonna slp then prepare for TAX2 n FMS...=/

Take care everyone!
Jia you!
=)

=Jac=

Tmr is the first paper...

Thursday, August 14, 2008 ( 5:53 PM )

Tmr is the first paper...

9am...
I scare I will be late cos I need to wake up by 6am...=/

Well well...
Haven finish studying,but quite confident for some parts...=X
Will chiong tonight,den tmr after the test,I gt make up PPP lesson,till 5pm den can leave the sch,by the time I reach home will be ard 8pm...

Then the next day,Sat,9am I gt another paper...
Somemore it's a theory paper,and I haven study yet!!!
Wah God!!!

*Pray Hard*

*Oh,ya,juz now acc my bro to NDC for his wisdom tooth op,4 at a go,zai sia...
But it's v pain lo...
He's home now,but he's already starving but he still cant eat...=X
Jia you bro!!!

=Jac=

Think too much...

Tuesday, August 12, 2008 ( 12:57 PM )

Think too much...

Finally started study a bit of FMS,PMKT,RFA and TAX2...=X
Really abit...=X

Well...Will continue ltr...Haha...

Been waking up very early these 2 weeks,when there's no sch oh...
Serious.
I everyday woke up at 4am,5am,6am...
Nvr ltr than tt wor...=X

How come during sch day I not like tt...=X

Well...Cos woke up too early,no mood to study,then I keep think abt my past...

I hate my Sec sch time,but the more I wan to forget,the more I keep thinking of them.
(I am miserable during my sec sch time...=/)

Thinking how I am stressed abt my studies,how I cried in front of 2 teachers...
Thinking abt tt time when I gt minor depression,how I hate to be in tt class...etc

And also tt time ppl say I like my Math Teacher,when I juz think he's a bit agua,funny n diff from other teachers and main thing is tt he's good in teaching,I juz respect him nia lo,I DO NOT LIKE HIM.

And also tt time when I am very lack of self-confidence(now abit better),gt the stress from studies,from my family financial prob...etc
I tio minor depression and I work when study...

Haiz...
All sort of hardships though not as serious as those who do not have the chance to study and suffering from starve...etc,I noe I am fortunate...

Slowly walk out of my depression and face my future...=X
Well,I muz say I shld not turn back to look at my past,shld look ahead...

But y y y I keep thinking of my past?
Aiyo...

Forgt all the past,Prince Jac! =)

K lah,need to go have lunch liao...
Take care everyone,Jiayou for exam...
Cya...=)

=Jac=

Start study today...

Sunday, August 10, 2008 ( 2:49 PM )

Start study today...

LoL...=X

Today finally starts to study!
Jia you!!!

No more slacking!!!

=Jac=

A glass of red wine & a piece of cake.

Saturday, August 09, 2008 ( 8:32 PM )

A glass of red wine & a piece of cake.

Went to celebrate my nephew's 1st yr birthday.
My bro n me gave Aden a red packet,cos he already gt many toys liao,dun really noe wat to give him,so give him red packet...=X

Well...
Drank a glass of red wine,ate a pc of cake.

Headache...=X

=Jac=

Sad...

( 7:50 AM )

Sad...

Recalling the conversation with CS ytd on msn...
Regarding HI! Club.

After reading YC's blog,the more I feel emo regarding HI! Club...

Why?
CS stated that he's in the club yet no one appreciates his presence.

All of a sudden,I feel it too.

HI! Club doesnt seemed to have a good communication system.
It's like all info are flowing within the main comm only bah.
Why?

Now I starts to flash back,in the past why I feel like quitting HI! Club.
It's the feeling of being inferior,feeling of being neglected.
Yes,being neglected.

I already told them I dun have attachment next sem,I've quited my jobs,so what do they rmb?
When people still told me tt I'll be bz cos next sem I gt attachment n work.
Did u guys take in what I say or not?

Obviously not.

I noe tt I am very agitated now,ya,I am,I cant control,I release it here.

Chances were not available for us,why do we stay?
Sense of belonging?-What kind of sense of belonging is that?

"Dun ask what the club can do for u,ask what u can do for the club..."
And so what's those staying back in school for teaching and stuffs?

I shant say more,that's all that I feel like saying.

*If you wan to say tt my signing is extremely poor,I agree,but the info of "chances" doesnt get to me,can tell me am I invisible to u guys?

=Jac=

Happy Birthday Singapore!

( 7:40 AM )

Happy Birthday Singapore!

43th Birthday le wor...

Same as my mum...=X

Haha...

Well,Olympic starts well too...
Erm,the $8milion Toto also ah...=X

Haha...

Well,ltr gt to go cousin hse to celebrate my nephew's birthday! =)
He's 1yr old this yr,birthday on 20Aug but we celebrate in advance...=X

Haha...Wooots...

I still din study,but to think it's so near exam,I shld start le.
Yoooooozzzzzzzzzz

Jia you!!!

=Jac=

Bought my mum a new hp...

Thursday, August 07, 2008 ( 8:32 AM )

Bought my mum a new handphone/cell phone...

I think I am kinda tired of her "连环夺命Call"...=X
Cos she suddenly called home from work saying her hp's spoiled.
Then she called back again to ask if gt ppl call her...etc
Keep on calling sia...

Kinda tired of it lo...=X
I did promise her to get her a new hp.
So,bought it yesterday,Nokia.

Haha...
Then sent it to her when she's working,can see her feeling very happy de lah.=X

Buay tahan...=X
I buay tahan myself,still havent start study!

Gonna study now.
*Kinda cant study when the weather is hot...=/

Jia you everyone!
がんばって

=Jac=

A Big Thank You!!!

Wednesday, August 06, 2008 ( 4:02 PM )

A Big Thank You!!!

Wanna thks Mr Ben Tan!!!
And also all those who had helped!

Cos...

Yay!!!
I can make up for my PPP!!!
OMG!!!

I am really sorry for overslept on the 2 Aug,I really wanna thks those who gave me another chance to make up de!!!
Really!

OMG!!!

So Happy!!!

=Jac=

Where is it?

( 7:03 AM )

Where is it?

I see myself as a lost,passion-less prince.

I dunno what I am doing and why.

Where's and what's my goal?

All of a sudden,maybe cos I spent too much time thinking,think too much,I kinda find myself useless,not motivated,no goal,no passion.

True enough.
Where and what's my future?

I dunno.

Lost and confused Prince Jac.

I wan to find back the old me,or shld I say,I wan to be a new me,a better me.
But,what am I doing?

I dunno.

=Jac=

Dream Big...

Tuesday, August 05, 2008 ( 3:55 PM )

Dream Big...

Wat is you ambition?

Have you ever thought of being a Psychologist/Psychiatrist?
-I did.

Have you ever thought of being a Teacher?
-I did... Wanna be a Chinese/Math/Art Teacher.

Have you ever thought of being an Artist/Designer?
-I did.

Have you ever thought of being a DJ?
-I did.

Have you ever thought of being a Singer?
-I did.

*Prince Jac's random thoughts.

Addicted to music/songs and coffee at the moment.

No mood to study,no time to waste.
Dun think of what you're doing now is right or wrong,like it or not,it's wat in the end you've chosen,so,do it.

It's my life.
*Thanks those who let me see the importance of having self-confidence and believe in yourself is also very impt.
Even though "Believe" consists of "Lie".

Everyone,everything is changing,every moment.
"Changes" is the only constant.

Prince Jac's random thoughts.

=Jac=

Yesterday Once More...

Monday, August 04, 2008 ( 12:53 PM )

Yesterday Once More-By Carpenters
(My blog song that you all are hearing now...)

Heard this song b4,but I nvr know the song name until ytd...=X

Haha...It's a nice song!

Share~

*No mood to study still,haven start also!!!
*Pray hard*

God,pls let me pass all modules...*Hopefully*

=Jac=

I hate myself.

Saturday, August 02, 2008 ( 11:19 PM )

I hate myself.

Really.

Haiz...my conduct is getting worse n worse.
As in really lo,keep overslept,being late for lessons.
3rd yr already.

It's the worse of all.

Haiz~
I hate myself!!!

Went to Pasir Ris to meet Serene.
After tt I walked abt White Sand Shopping Mall...
Went to the library.

Forget when's the last time I went to library...
I lost my library card since pri 2 I think,been using my mum's till today.
Today,I went to replace mine,$5.

I also lost my Ezlink card when I'm poly yr2,so I now cant use my Ezlink card and IC to borrow books cos the staff terminated it.
Cos for precaution,in case ppl found my lost Ezlink card to borrow books.

Cant find the book "Tuesdays with Morrie",heard from Serene that it's a nice book...

Borrowed "Devil May Care", "Prom Nights from Hell" and "Dead Connection"...
Haha...

Now slacking still.
No mood to study.

I hope I can find my heart.
My heart to study.

I need...

MOTIVATION!!!

Jia you Prince Jac!
I also dun wan to hate myself de mah...=X

=Jac=

Angry with myself...

( 2:47 PM )

Angry with myself...

I overslept.
Din turn up for the PPP.

The make up will be next sem.

How could anyone be as stupid as me?
Dotz...

Haiz...

Nvm...
Thks JM,Carol n Senior Cow's help...=X

Now at home.
Slack.
Prnce Jac gt no mood to study.

Ltr will be meeting Serene.
After tt maybe will start study.

K lah,I gt to prepare to go soon...

Take Care all...

=Jac=

TA05...

( 2:23 AM )

TA05...

Missing TA05 already...
Like long time nvr everyone meet out liao...
Sian...

Went to have lunch with CW,Felicia,Carol,JM and YX...
Ate baked rice at BTP pizza hut...

After tt went to sch for handing plargiarism form and peer evaluation forms...
Waited Rosalind for quite some time,we suppose to meet at 1pm,den in the end,she arrived in sch at ard 4pm...

*I actually dozed off at Blk72 lvl9's sofa while waiting for Rosalind...=X

Tired sia...
Den after handing in the forms,went to have a haircut.
Ugly.

Cos the auntie cut my fringe until too short liao lo.
I say cut a bit,she really kinda cut abit--she cut until left abit.=X

Well,think wun be a prob for my attachment bah...
After exam shld be a bit longer bah...

Den ltr still need to attend my PPP...
I forgt to buy the book for PPP...=X

Den after tt may be going home to start study or go K session liao den go home study...=X

Haha...

I miss K session...
Seriously...
I love to sing,but tt doesnt mean I sing well lah.
Seriously I sing without the mic sounds better,but still not really nice to listen to lah.

But wat to do,I juz cant help it,I love to sing.
(Torture those listening to me...=X)

Hahaha...

Prince the Jac loves to sing!

K lah,gonna go slp le.
Tak care everyone!

Jya...

=Jac=

ITP...

Friday, August 01, 2008 ( 4:55 AM )

ITP at Robinson Road...

Near Raffles Place...

Dunno wat firm,it's kinda lame cos...
I cant even find out anything abt the firm online... =X

Haha... XD

8.30am-6pm every Mon-Fri,from 25Aug-11Oct...

Can jio me for lunch and dinner if u all are near there sia...=)

Well well...

Today went for the briefing,really short,really brief.
Got to noe from my LO tt the company tt I'll be going for attachment is an Accounting cum Corporate Secretarial firm,which had a sister Company doing Audit...

My LO said tt I may have the chance to learn everything O...
Haha...
Hope so...

But...The pay is kinda low,really the so-call "Cheap Labour"...=X

Then after the briefing,went for the preparation workshop.
The speaker is really nice,but...
I think that Ngee Ann Students were juz a disgrace.
Making so much noise,still a pri/sec kid?

Nah...
Shant tok abt it.

After the workshop(ard 6.15pm),went to Hougang Mall,old workplace(ard 8pm) to help the Sis(1st-in-charge) to fix her laptop...
Small case.

Thereafter I went to NTUC,bought some stuffs home to cook...
Mushroom soup and spaghetti.

Then wait for my turn to use laptop...
(Cos my bro using...)

K lah,gotta go sch ltr for handing in the plagiarism form and peer evaluation for ECD Proj.
Will be joining Carol,Steph they all for lunch at Bukit Timah Pizza Hut most likely...

Jya...
さようなら
*Exam is coming,Prince Jac still dun have the mood to study.T_T

杰克王子認識了羅莎琳騎士
(Prince Jac met Knight Rosalind)

=Jac=