Juz now was HI Club's performance at ISC night... We've prepared so long for this night,hoping everything will run smoothly n all...
We met at underpass at ard 1.30pm,we practiced our song signing again... After tt,we went to the convention centre,we had a tech run with all performers... Everything's fine... Except tt we were informed that the curtain are spoiled...
By 8.45pm... Our turn to go up to the stage... We were performing 2 songs... "Truly Madly Deeply" and "Upside Down"... For the first song,it ran smoothly...
For the second song... During the break between the first and second song,we were told tt there would be 10 seconds for us to move to our positions and that the lights would be off so that our movements would not be too obvious to the audience...
Everything starts here...
Becos the lights were off,it's too dark that we couldnt even c ourselves and we tried to move as fast as we could as there's only 10seconds and the stage is quite big... Timonthy and Kah Chuan happened to knock onto each other while changing their positions from the first song to the second song...
It all happened in the dark... No one,other than the 2 of them noe what had happened...
We were on our standby mode... The time given was less than what we were told... Everyone heard the song and starts to sign their parts...
Timonthy's holding on to his mouth... KahChuan keep wiping his face...
Everyone had no idea what was going on... Till when I saw KahChuan,face to face(when we sign,we have to face each other)... I saw blood rolling down from his eyebrown to his face... His hands full of blood...
They kept on signing... Timonthy went out of the stage when we performed half-way... His lower lip was spilt into 2,you can see his inner part of the lip,it's very serious... A lot of blood was gushing down... He's in great pain...
He went to the toilet and cleaned his wound... KahChuan hang in there and finished the whole performance...
After the performance(few minutes)... Wansin sent Timonthy to NUH immediately as there's no medic for the ISC night and KahChuan went home,cos he say he's ok,and he wanted to go home...
Kah Chuan told us he's ok already when he reached home... The blood had stop running down his face from his eyebrown...
The rest of us,stayed till the end of the ISC night and went to the stage for the grand finale... After the finale,we all took cab to NUH to visit Timonthy...
He was sent for stitching and some of us went home first from NUH,cos we live quite far and it's not early already(10.45pm)... I reached home at ard 12.15pm...
Hope Timonthy and Kah Chuan can recover soon... Jya,I am tired le oso,got to go slp soon... Tmr still got to work...
Bye everyone! Take Care!
=Jac=
Happy! Happy. Happy?
Saturday, July 28, 2007 ( 10:37 AM )
Happy! Happy. Happy?
Dilemma...
Someone asked me this qns b4... "Why do you seemed to make your life so busy?"
My reply,"..."
Actually I dunno the ans... I only noe I need to work for money,need to study,need to thought of my family... Nothing wrong... But my life is busy,yet empty? I dunno...
Sometimes feels tt I am happy and contented with wat I have now,but why why why... The happiness become doubts to me,I qns myself,"Are you truly happy?" Ans,"Not at all..."
Then I understand... Even if one is not truly happy,they can still laugh,smile,wearing a mask,carry on with life...
Who can be trusted? -None...
That was wat I think in the past,and this mindset doesnt seemed to change till now...
Hope I can be wrong...
=Jac=
A mug of Tiger Beer...
Friday, July 27, 2007 ( 6:49 AM )
A mug of Tiger Beer...
Went to Macpherson with Yuchin and ShengLong to have Laksa... Drank a mug of Tiger Beer with them ytd... Wasnt drank(Of Course,5% nia...)...However,face turn red...Haha... I still haven pay for my BA Comm StageWerkz Tee...($8) And also,in Aug(cos gt pay in Aug),I will go have haircut,my hair now VERY LONG(to me) liao... Sian...=/
Like a new song... 《泪》- 迷路兵 I think their song not bad lo,they also gt improvement...=)
Gonna go sch soon... Jya,cya soon! =)
=Jac=
New songs...
Wednesday, July 25, 2007 ( 4:11 AM )
New songs...
Recently I like these 2 songs!
《不能说的秘密》-周杰伦
《思念是一种病》-张震岳&蔡健雅
I like these 2 songs...=) Strongly recommend u all to listen... Haha...
I actually wan to blog abt many things,for instant,I forgt them all... Haha...
Good good,den I can b more happy each tym I wan to blog,cos keep forgt all bad things... I will share all good things with u all de! =) Yaya,juz like today's presentation,gone,my 8 Chupa Chup Cola favour lolipop...=) Haha... U noe y 8? cos the other 2 I keep it for me n bro... Haha... My grp members all dun hav to use their present they prepare,mine more popular! Haha...=)
Jia you! * I am now lag behind everyone, all my modules are big obstacles for me to overcome,and I've yet to step out the first step,ganbatte,hope I can still make it...=/
K lah,nitez everyone! =) Cya! =)
=Jac=
Singing...
Sunday, July 22, 2007 ( 10:25 PM )
Singing...
I juz now sms-ed Jennifer(BA Comm), saying I wanna back out from Stagewerkz... Reason is very easy...
I simply missed too much trainings due to the commitment of work n other CCAs... I know I cant perform well oso de lah...So,juz reject now...
I love singing,tt's y I feel that not to sing in front of others doesnt make any lost to me... However,I am really feeling very sorry for those who trained me (Jenn) and also those who trust me...
I am sorry.
Once again,I feel that I am letting many ppl down,I am sorry but I cant help it. I starts to feel tt working juz bring me further n further away from everyone...
I have no choice but to continue my work,it's my responsibility and also my only source of money...
I am sorry...
Monday gt ISC night practice,BA Comm Stagewerkz Training(Make-up session),BLAW proj meeting... But I gt to work,I have to reject all... I am really sorry...
Jya,I got to draw my pictures for BLAW Proj le,have to send to leader by today's 2359... Bye everyone.... I am really sorry...=/
=Jac=
Trust
Saturday, July 21, 2007 ( 11:55 PM )
Trust...
I found that trust is the hardest thing one can find and establish from another... I used to trust ppl easily... Den as I grow older,the society teach me to learn to protect myself,my family background also help me understand,trust is hard to establish...
I am a cancerian,protect myself and hard to trust someone...
I trust only ppl who passed my "observation"... LoL... Not really observation,but when I am with someone long enough,I will noe,whether I can trust that person or not...
Not everytime I am rite about trusting that someone,tt's y I understand it hurts...
Someone hu tok behind ppl's back,it's ok,as long as it justifies...
Cancerian: Forgive but nvr forget...
I think it's quite true, I forgive,but nvr forget,cos to learn a lesson,not to get hurt again...
Tt's y...
I also learnt something in the past... "Do not expect too much from ppl,do not set standard for ppl..."
We learn to trust,we learn to appreciate our frenz,nvr doubt ur frenz... If u doubt,asking yourself,are they still ur frenz?
Haha... Juz anyhow toking de lah...=)
Jya,c everyone soon! =) *My hp gt prob,only receive sms not calls,cos u all cant hear me thru call...=/
=Jac=
My Birthday...
Wednesday, July 18, 2007 ( 1:01 AM )
17 July 2007 was my 18th Birthday...
I am happy to receive presents from HuiYun(Bengawan Solo Fren) and Ivy(TA05 Fren cum groupmate)...I love the gifts they gave me...=) I really love them,I mean it.
LoL... Yuan Qin(TA05 Fren cum Groupmate) and Auntie Goh(Bengawan Solo Colleague) gave me a treat on bubble tea and dinner respectively...=) Enjoyed them! =)
I now then noe tt many frenz rmb my B'dae...Cos I received many sms-es...=)
Having my class to sing "Happy Birthday to u..." to me,I am already very contented n happy le...=)
Today(17 Jul) although was my b'dae,I had a bad time in the morning to sch and during work... Today woke up late,however managed to take the sch shuttle bus from Hougang... Not enough seats den,stood for ah hour with a 2.35kg laptop n a thick file on my hand to sch...
Den after sch,before I went to work,I realised tt I misplaced my file,den heng rmb put where n gt it back...(Thks Yuan Qin for helping me looking after my things so I can go retrieve my file...=)
Den after tt... Took bus to work...Keep kana ppl knocking my head or hand or leg de... Dunno is the bus too squeezy or is I too fat le...=/
Reached Hougang... Went to work... Served many ctm today... All those kind tt I hate all appeared... Very fussy ctm,unhygenic ctm(dig her nose in front of me...),yim jim de ctm...etc
I am totally not Happy at all lah... Heng someone bring back some of my joy...It is tt I also get to c Cindy(my Sec best fren) today...=) I am really surprised and happy to c her today lah...=)
But back to topic,I am really not a bit happy at all... I even have to do all dirty job,like throw rubbish to the rubbish collection station(stink n dirty) and do all cleaning...etc N today many bad things happened during work... Shant say anymore,make me feel tt I am a jinx nia...
Sian... Tot tt's all? Nah...
I still gt to do COST for ltr's tutorial presentation... Need to do FIT powerpoint slides... Need to draw comics for BLAW powerpoint and to cover the summary part of the BLAW proj...
Tonight cant slp at all...=/ Today oso met my relative--an auntie tt I used to hate,now no more,but I oso dun like her now...
Everythings is like not tt good for my B'dae...=/
Haiz... Watever... Hope everythings fine ltr and in future...
Hope Everyone can b happy forever...=)
=Jac=
Ten Tons...
Sunday, July 15, 2007 ( 12:34 AM )
Ten Tons...
LoL...
Went to Yishun,my old hse area...=) Ten Tons shld b at Yishun,officially from 9am-1.30pm... However,main comm(ERS) need to meet there at 8am... Saw Uncle AC today,first time noe uncle AC will do community service de...=X LoL...So qiao...
Ten Tons is abt collecting old newspapers and/or old clothings from the neighbouring to help the 12 VWOs... Den today my grp finished 4 blks...=) Only four gals in total,can finish 4 blks by 12.30pm,den need to help other groups... *The newspaper all very dusty de...Sian...
Den need to wait for all ERS members to gather together,den delayed till ard 3pm den dismiss us...Sian... Suppose to go back to sch by 2.30pm,for BA Comm Stagewerkz Training de... Haiz... I think by the tym I reach sch,I will have to leave soon(less than half an hr),den I think might as well dun go,so,juz go eat with the ERS members,den after tt went to work str away...
LoL... Went to work today,I was noticed that... Bengawan Solo's Cake increased to $37 or $40 per kg! Really Expensive lah... Most cakes also increase $2... My manager say today juz increase de nia...
Y cant they delay the increase of price a bit later,till after nxt tue leh?=X
Well,after work,I am really tired,but still tot of FIT ppt slides to do,I think I'll relax myself first n continue to proj tmr morning...
Now shall go hav my supper n going to 7/11 lo...=) Cya...
Take Care all my Frenz! =)
*A small story:
Once there was a bird on the tree,doing nothing,looking at the sky... A rabbit hopped by n asked the bird wat was it doing on the tree... The bird stated tt it was doing nothing n looking at the scenery... The rabbit tot tt it was interesting,n followed the bird,sat down on the grass n looked at the sky... A wolf happened to pass by n ate the rabbit up... Wat's the moral of the story?
-If you want to sit around and do nothing,make sure you sit high...=)
=Jac=
Ten Tons...
Saturday, July 14, 2007 ( 12:29 AM )
Ten Tons at Yishun... LoL...
Gt to go slp le... Happy Birthday to Yuan Qin...=)
=Jac=
BA Comm...StageWerkz 2007
Friday, July 13, 2007 ( 12:35 AM )
BA Comm...
StageWerkz 2007...
I will be singing Stefanie Sun Yan Zi's "Feng Zheng"... I cant control my voice,tone,pitch n all... Practising hard...=)
Hope wun disappoint most ppl... Haiz... Juz gt home...
Recently really BZ... Let's take a look at my schedule:
Mon & Fri - Sch le den go teach tuition(7pm-9pm) till ard 10.30pm den reach hm... Tue,Wed - Sch le den go Bengawan Solo (3.30pm-10.30pm/6.30pm-10.30pm) till ard 11.30 den reach hm... Thur - Sch den HI Club... Sat & Sun - Free lance Anlene Promoter...if not Bengawan...
*Recently add on new de,gt to go for HI Club Song Signing performance,BA Comm Stagewerkz... Quite bz...Tt's y nvr blog for so long...
Will b tt bz for a period of tym bah...=/
Today realised tt my hp spoiled... Ppl called or I call out,I cant hear them toking or they cant hear me toking... Sian...
Think if u all looking for me,pls sms or email me bah... jackwqy@hotmail.com
K lah,gonna do my FIT le... Bye...=) Take Care my frenz!
*不要动手动脚，否则后果自负。。。
=Jac=
Communication...
Tuesday, July 10, 2007 ( 6:20 AM )
Communication...
It's hard to communicate with ppl when u cant even reach them... I dunno y...
If you dun reply to ur grp members,then,no point to work as a grp isnt it?
First,u din make things clear to ppl and u din do things as according to wat u've promised.
Second,as a grp leader,u din even meet the basic requirement,tt's to reply to ur member.Even if you may not noe how to ans ur group members,u can just discuss with them.
Thirdly,as a grp leader,you shld nvr rank urself higher than your member,u shld move together with them,u can question abt anything u do not noe oso...
Then oso,u feel that u do not perform well,den y bother abt telling ppl u din do ur part well n not looking into this matter and improve?
U tell me u think u din do ur role well,den so wat?
Leaders can be nurture,y dun u juz try to take up the responsibility instead of avoiding it?
Y u nvr share ur prob with ur members n u nvr communicate with them,how do u expect them to noe wat u r thinking?
I really dun understand how ur mind works... Haiz...
I've nothing to say to u... This blog is juz for me to grumble abt my unhappiness...
Ytd,I chiong to finish my proj part,cos u say the next day gt meeting,need to compile already... Then ytd, I have to study for my Jap test and IFA re-test,n I din slp the whole night... I drank 3 cups of coffee... Then u told me u cancelled the meeting... Cos u haven finish ur proj part...
I understand... I noe... It's hard to finish everything at a go,u may not finish ur part of the proj,I understand... But,if so,can u pls tell us(grp members) earlier?
Did u noe tt I din finish study my tests? I am angry becos of my own incapability to let u c the importance of communication and if can,I am sure,I wun hold myself back anymore n will speak up my mind from now on...
Ytd,I did badly for my tests,was expected... After the tests,I took bus hm,slept on bus uncontrollably and the moment after I finished my dinner when I reached hm,I totally cant stand liao,lied on the sofa and I slp till 4am then woke up... Ltr gt to do my e-learning chat... Will b at hm till 5.30pm to go teach tuition... K lah...
Sorry everyone,for letting u all read my unhappiness...
Take Care my Frenz!=) Jia you! Ganbatte!=) がんばって！
*Thks (my frenz) for ur concern on my tests...hope can pass...
=Jac=
Blood Donation
Friday, July 06, 2007 ( 3:09 AM )
Blood Donation...
3 July-5 July gt blood donation drive in my sch... I am eager to donate my blood lo...
I am actually eligible for blood donation but except for... I am not yet 18 yrs old,need parents' signature... Wat de... I'm only 2 weeks before turning 18 yrs old lo...
Cos today last day lah,cant get my parents' signature on time... Sian lo... Wanna help ppl oso cant... The helper told me to wait for Oct lo... LoL...=)
Sure sure...I will...
Wilson let me c c "The Phantom of Opera" booklet,really cool n nice lah! =) But tt booklet is not cheap lo,$25,the ticket to watch "The Phantom of Opera" is oso not cheap lo,$162... But I think worth it lah,look very nice n oso Wilson oso say worth it... So even though I nvr watch oso feel tt it's worth it hor,u all can understand how good the show really was lo...
K lah,I gtg,to do my FIT proj,I think left me haven hand in to leader nia... Sob sob,liability to the group sia...='(
