Lets forget the negatives!

Ergophobia...

Sunday, May 31, 2009 ( 1:25 PM )

Ergophobia...

=Jac=

Tears...

( 2:11 AM )

Tears...

I dun wan to return to 5yrs back.

Y?
The syndromes are coming back.

Anxious.
Blur.
Brain empty-Stupid.
Crying at night.
Cant focus.
Hatred.
Helpless.
Insomnia.
Irritated.
Stressed.
Tired.

With all these,still barely can control and be normal in front of people.
Was pretending to be cheerful and optimistic in front of people,even family members.
Sometimes,jux use laughters to hide and avoid.

When reached home,it's another me.
STOP ASKING ME FOR MONEY.
No joke.
Sadden feel cant be control.

Watching comedy cant bring me laughter/smile.
Watching comedy bring me tears.

Pls,go away,let me control myself.

DEPRESSION?

Pls,go.

*Prince Jac doesnt wan to think,do not ga-jiao.

=Jac=

Frustrated...

Saturday, May 30, 2009 ( 11:25 PM )

Frustrated...

Am an idiot!
I've lost an Orange A5 size,Single-Lined Booklet ytd...
I used it to be my organizer/diary de lo,all impt stuffs all write inside,such as contacts,jobs and stuffs...

Shit lah...
Really angry abt myself lah...
Believed to have lost it in Tampines Mall B1 Female Toilet lah...

*ANGRY*

*P.S. Leave Prince Jac alone,stepping on the mine will definitely be no good.

=Jac=

Sorry if I've offended u...

Friday, May 29, 2009 ( 12:40 AM )

Sorry if I've offended u...

Change face...
Some ppl do change their face fast,I juz return them the feel tt I've gt from them.

First,X was mocking on Y's result then after tt,X turned into a kind-hearted person to intro Y a job agency for aid in job hunt,n when Y did not go for the agency and gt a better job already,X starts to go after Y for more details abt Y's job...

I am grateful for ppl to intro me job,tt's y,I,in return,tell u all I've gt a job already,not to worry for me.

But another fact was that,I havent start my new job yet,it's on coming mon...
So I also gt nothing abt the Co. I can tell u all,then y ask me?

I also send in resume and fill in the application form that I've gt from the Co.'s web and wait for call to go for interview n stuffs,all by usual way,so wat do u wan me to tell u all?

Of cos I'll ask u all to go to the Co.'s web for details lah.
It's not like I dun wan to help u all,but I really gt nothing to tell u all lor,I'm not the boss,so asking me qns also wun guarantee u all getting the job,and wat others do u all wan from me?

To reply many SAME sms-es a day is irritating,not juz to tt particular someone ok?
Perhaps,those who kana my told-off-sms or buay-song-de-reply were suay lo,sms me at the wrong timing.

To X: U urself already say helping others does not request/anticipate ppl to repay u de,so y are u so angry/disappoint abt? N now then u realise u cant depend on others? It's not too late though,but if u live to rely on ppl,it will only make the ppl ard u tired if u noe...

*P.S. My situation was not as easy as wat u all think ok? I had to handle my family prob and the stress I've to face is not as light as wat u all think. If u all think u all understand me,then u all are definitely wrong.

Yes,I've received most of my fren's help,I'm really grateful that I've u all with me.

But I've gt much of my own problem to settle already,so do u think I would bother with those sms-es that I couldnt reply?

Yes,u all may have see me wrong,but it's not too late to know I'm like tt.
I have no choice,if u were in my shoe,will u not do the same?

I'm willing to help if I can,and I noe helping fren is out of own will,but seriously,give me a break for now,having too many frenz to help at a time can also drain me out,so I juz wanna escape,dun ask me anymore qns.

I really c the importance of u all,if not,I wun post this entry to explain/clarify my difficulties ok?

Sorry for offending most of u,my frenz...

Really appreciate your understanding. Thank u.
N lastly,I'm really sorry if I've hurt u all,offended u all,I'm sincerely sorry.

*Prince Jac's "Help Service" was under maintenance,pls come back ltr.

=Jac=

Stop asking me the same qns!!!

Thursday, May 28, 2009 ( 12:02 AM )

Stop asking me the same qns!!!

Been receiving sms-es asking me the same qns recently...
It's really irritating to keep repeating wat I've been replying ok?

To those who I've informed that I've found a job already, is to THANK U all for the past job intro which apparently I did not apply to/gotten into ok?

LET ME SAY THIS ONE LAST TIME,

"Ya,I'll be working at KPMG starting from coming Mon,1st June,it's at Raffles Place MRT there,Hong Leong Building ok..."

N lastly,STOP ASKING ME ABT THE PAY AND STUFFS,IT'S MY PRIVACY N IT'S IRRITATING OK?

If you are interested in this job too,pls go to their web and look for details,not look for me.Thks.

Tt's all abt my job. Really thks for your concern,but pls,do not cross the line(over-concern).

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Well,tok abt today.

Accompanied Rozz to PSB Academy today (Tiong Bahru).
Then after tt,she accompanied me to Kovan to have my haircut.

Was being told by the hair-dresser that I have hair loss...
Yea,HAIR LOSS...

Then he hard-sell all those hair treatment products...etc to me...
I bought none.

After having haircut,$20 (Wash+Cut),went to Hougang Mall and after tt went home.
*Intend to juz have haircut only,$9,but I misunderstand what the China Hair-Dresser had said and it turned out to be Wash+Cut...=X

Well well,service was gd still...
Worth the $20...

Tt's all for today...

*P.S.
Prince Jac does not like to report to ppl,does not like being restricted,DISLIKE being over-care-n-concern by ppl.
Prince Jac will share when times comes,not when being requested to. Thks.

=Jac=

Went to sch to get Cert ytd...

Tuesday, May 26, 2009 ( 2:18 PM )

Went to sch to get Cert ytd...

There's a booklet on the names of those who graduated too,but the book given to me was dented de lo,I think the packer juz anyhow throw the booklet inside the paper bag for us lo...=.=

But well again,I graduated.

Haha...

Then after collecting the cert,I went for HI! Club Alumni Song Signing...
Had dinner with KY,YM,Lynette n JM...

Then was having headache after having McSpicy,dunno y...
Sian...

Managed to get home before 12am...

Tt's all for ytd...

*P.S. I received a call from KPMG ytd,asking me to go down to sign contract today(26 May'09) and was told to start work on 1st June,Mon...^^v

Prince Jac was so so so happy!!! XD

=Jac=

Left thumb and right index finger...=/

Sunday, May 24, 2009 ( 12:39 AM )

Left thumb and right index finger...=/

Sian,cut/sliced/hurt my left thumb and right index finger when working today...
Sad sad...

*Prince Jac in the wonderland...

=Jac=

Juz my luck...

Monday, May 18, 2009 ( 7:23 PM )

Juz my luck...

Met bus breakdown ytd,n the passengers were not as usual from wat I c,waiting quietly for the bus driver to give instruction,instead,they actually were shouting,demanding the bus driver to let they all alight...etc

The bus driver is a trainee,beside was a senior bus driver...

The senior bus driver raised his voice to ans those passengers,he said,"If u all wan,I can let u all down,but we haven got instruction from HQ,we cant do anything like issuing u all free ride ticket yet...etc."

Then it's juz less than 5min I guess,there came another bus at the back,n ALMOST ALL passengers(except me and some children I guess) started to SHOUT at the driver,demanding to alight!

N when they board the bus at the back,they all nvr tap,they insist tt it's a free ride...=.=

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Today went for the so-call 2nd round of interview for the company Netpoleon...

N after today,the more I dun like abt this company le lo...=X

I was told to be there by 9.30am for 2nd interview,to c their boss this time round...
(The 1st time was interviewed by a lady,believed to be an accountant...)

Sian thing is the boss forgt abt this interview n he went out already...
Then he rushed back and heng I had to wait for only 30min...

But throughout the whole interview,I dun really like the way the boss ask things and I feel kinda insulted as he said,"Do u do email-ing? Cos I think your language wasnt really that well...etc"

All that he asked was my CCAs,n I need to explain every single one n in detail! =.=
Like ERS,he even ask me,"So u join this CCA cos ur fren were in n u all dun really noe anything abt environmental stuffs rite? If I ask u wat does bio...etc affect...etc, u cant ans me rite?"

Throughout the whole interview,from the way his tone,his facial expression and linguistic can kill all tt little confidence I had...

On my way home,I was like,wah,even interview for this $1400 all-rounder-job(accountant,storeman,customer complain,phone-calling,email-ing...etc) is kinda cmi for me liao,then if those outside higher pay de job leh?

Cui~

连我仅有的小小自信心也被打击得体无完肤了。。。=/
*The criticism pulled the little confidence I had into pieces... =/

Tt's all for today!
Take care all! ^^

=Jac=

2nd Interview???

Saturday, May 16, 2009 ( 8:05 PM )

2nd Interview???

Received a call from the Paya Lebar de company again...
Is Netpoleon if not wrong...=X

Was told to go to their office again to c their boss...=X
LoL...
Seriously,I not really like this job sia,I think it's abit underpaid for the job scope,then another thing is it is Philippines' Accounting...

Dunno wat to do...
Think will go for the 2nd Interview then c how bah...@_@

Well well...
Sian...=/

*Who wanna accompany Prince Jac to Art Museum?

=Jac=

A Sad Day-15 May'09

( 12:36 AM )

A Sad Day-15 May'09

=Jac=

Meet Steph,Rose,HweeYim & Carol for dinner on Graduation Nitez...

Wednesday, May 13, 2009 ( 3:36 AM )

Meet Steph,Rose,HweeYim & Carol for dinner on Graduation Nitez...

We went to Heeren Shokudo for dinner...

Supposedly meet at 6.30pm de lo...@.@
Heng,I anticipated that Rose,HweeYim n Carol would be late...=X

Cos I dun think the Graduation Ceremony would end early/on-time (Graduation Ceremony starts at 4pm...=X), so I went to meet Steph and reserve seats first...

But in the end,still waited till ard 8.15pm then c them...XD
But is ok lah,cos understandable...
LoL...

K,it's dinner time!

Had Soft Shell Crab Ramen...
Not really nice...=/

Had Ice Apple Vinegar,this drink is quite nice...=X
Haha...

Saw Ben Chua too,his group of fren also went there for dinner...=X
Well...
Shld say Singapore ain't any big...XD

Back to my group of frenz...(Steph,Rose,HweeYim & Carol...)
Long tym nvr chat with them,not updated sia,hope everyone had enjoy life and live happily yea...
LoL...

Oh ya,I also saw some of their graduation photos,saw Ms Quah,she slim down alot sia...=X
LoL...

Well well,back to topic--Dinner...
Some photos here...

My Ice Apple Vinegar...

Quite nice,but also ex lo...=/

My drink still,can c the word "Shokudo"? @.@

My Soft Shell Crab Spicy Ramen...

To me,it's not spicy,instead,it's quite salty and the soft shell crab,too oily and tasteless...=X

The crab ah,I only can taste the oil lo...=X

Overall,I think it's so-so but it surely does not worth it's price lah...

HweeYim's Original Ramen with Chicken...

Heard her saying it's so-so,not really nice...=X

Rose's meal,I dunno wat it is but it's kinda like pizza...=X

Not bad,but I dun tink I would order this for a main dish lo,it's not filling at all to me lo...=X

Prince Jac has gt a big appetite...=X

Steph's curry rice...

Carol also ordered something similar,din managed to take photo...=X

Haha...

Comment from Steph that the curry is like those sold at Supermart that kind,instant curry lo...=X

(At those Jap section gt sell those instant curry cube de...=/)

Tt's all for today...

Once again,Happy Graduation to All~

Lastly,sian thing cos I need to go back on 25 May'09 to collect my cert cos I did not attend today's graduation ceremony...=X

*Prince Jac is happy to receive the letter from Rose juz now,eventhough I may not look like it,but I am seriously happy to know her as my fren...

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To Rose:

I noe you dun like me to name u Rose,but I think it's meaningful cos we noe each other thru this name.

Once,that sense of hatred from you made me curious and then an instinct to keep myself a distance from you in order not to irritate you...

No doubt,in the end,I can c you really treat me as one of your besties,but I'm not someone who will easily express my true feeling or dunno how to express myself or shld I say I'm not someone who know how to react to certain situation,so...

I wanna tell u now,I am glad to know you as my fren.

Seriously,wat I feel all these while is that: I still dunno/dun understand u.

Well,I've tried all I can,maybe it's juz left time to make me understand...

Lastly,may our friendship last,to allow me to have more time to truly understand u ok? =)

And...to have enough time for u all to truly understand me...XD

Loves,

Prince Jac

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Thank you my frenz,who are always there for me.

To all my frenz:

Frenz are juz like stars,they are always there for you yet they may not be seen.

Toast to friendship,toast to graduation!

*Quote for this entry: May I have enough time to understand the true u and vice versa...=X

=Jac=

Today is my Graduation Day!

Tuesday, May 12, 2009 ( 5:04 PM )

Today is my Graduation Day!

4pm...

But I was at home watching shows...
Haha...

To me wat's meaningful is neither the ceremony nor the cert,but is these 3yrs of studies.
I already feel extremely ashamed on my studies le (my results are sucks),I dun c the need to go there n feel the shame once again...
*Avoiding*

Well,it's no matter wat,a happy day,or I suppose a happy day for most ppl,hence...

4 grps of diff fren jio me out for dinner,n...
I've decided to meet Steph n Rose they all...=)

K lah...
I go watch show le,ltr meet them 6.30pm at Heeren for dinner,now still gt time...=X

Take care all!
Bye~
*Happy Graduation Day to Prince Jac*

=Jac=

Job interview...

Monday, May 11, 2009 ( 4:09 PM )

Job interview...

Went for job interview juz now...
At Paya Lebar...
I dun think I like it sia...

Cos the pay quite low,but job scope is more than juz an accountant,is plus temporary store man plus customer complain counter...etc
It's a small company,expanding I guess,cos the person told me I'll have to do all these until the company expand n gt full-time store man...=/

Then the pay offered was $1400...
Cos she say this is a very junior job...

One thing I like abt this job is,dun nid to wear so formal,more like smart casual like tt...=X

The person-in-charge says she will contact me again as I told her I only can start work on 18 May...=X
Haha...

Today was raining cats and dogs lah,and I wear formal, so I flagged cab to n fro,total ard $20...=X

Sian sian sian...

*Prince Jac wandered off to wonderland...=X

=Jac=

I dunno wat to do!!!

Thursday, May 07, 2009 ( 7:25 PM )

I dunno wat to do!!!

Juz as I was saying I wanna start my job hunting,I received some friends' sms-es...
I'm really glad they thought of me when they gt job lobang...^^v

But now I dunno wat to do,gt 2 interviews to go,one on this coming Monday afternoon,the pay was ard $1400...
Another one rite,is a very gd chance,I dunno abt the pay,but there's a requirement which is,I need to study ACCA...
Then I really dunno wat to do...=X

Cos I was thinking,work for 2yrs,then after tt go further studies at SIM or MDIS for a degree like tt...
I nvr consider ACCA cos I noe Accounting is not my cup of tea liao,then I doubt I can finish/pass the course since I heard it's hard to pass...=X

So now,I seriously dunno...

Haha...

Juz gt home from my part-time job today...
Sian...=/

K lah,take care all!
Bye~

*P.S. If anyone of you gt job lobang,preferably full-time permanent job,but temporary or part-time de also can,tell me tell me!!! XD Thks a million! =)

=Jac=

So so so happy!

Monday, May 04, 2009 ( 6:47 PM )

So so so happy!

This morning saw this sms from my primary school classmate...
Seriously,if he nvr say he's my primary school classmate,I may not realized that I know him...=X

Wahaha...
But well,he sms-ed me to get my email add,I'm very surprise tt he gt my number lo!
(Cos I only have handphone when I'm ard Sec4 end wor...=X)

Then juz now received his email on the contact list of other classmates...=)
Happy to receive the contact list,hope there's gathering soon...^^

But the contact list is not really complete,hope if anyone is still in contact with those-left-out can pass the email to them or update the contact list wor...

Haha...

*Happy*

K lah,take care all!
Bye~

=Jac=

Looking for a job real soon yea?

Friday, May 01, 2009 ( 4:34 PM )

o.O

Looking for a job real soon yea?

Wahaha...
I keep saying I wanna get a full time job,yet,till now no action was taken...=X

Now will really really get prepared to get a full-time job...
Will prepare my resume soon...=X

Well,now juz get life going with my part-time job...
Can so-call upgraded as a supervisor lah,but still earns little,works only weekend,now flexible working hours,so quite ok lah...=X

Really shld get a full time job,but I seriously dislike wearing formal...
Sian...

Slacking at home nowadays...
Anyone wan jio me out,juz contact me...=)
*P.S. But I'm quite broke,so dun go too ex de place...=X

Haha...

K lah,Happy Labour Day to All!

I go watch Jap Drama le...
Sayonara...@.@

Cracking on soon...

Slacking no more?! =X

=Jac=