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Omg,is it my fault?

Tuesday, September 02, 2008 ( 10:06 PM )

Omg,is it my fault?

You gave me a face showing tt it's my fault...=/

Well,u said urs is dirty job,I'm more lucky than u...
Today I saw what u said the day before those heavy & dirty files and boxes...
(I dun think they are as dirty as what you said,not tt exaggerated...)

Nvm,today you seemed to be happy,is it tt u c me doing worse tasks than u tt makes u feel more comfortable?

Nvm...

We suppose to learn MYOB today tgt,when a lady asked for help in keying the data for the fixed assets schedule,you asked me to go over...

U gt to learnt MYOB and I can c tt u r happy.
Gd and glad for you.
Sincerely.

When you can go home while I still cant,u went off first.
Still saying wat,"U gd lo,can always go audit company..." to me.
When I replied,"Eh,dun say until like tt leh,I not everytime go can? U also gt go lo..."

U shown me a very "Sian" face,den walked off...
I'm still bz doing my work...

I noe you are angry,it's so obvious,but I cant be bothered at tt time.
Seriously.

I sms-ed you after work.
I knew I had offended you.

You replied,"No,juz tt you shld leave me some face cos I nv even tot of comparing with you... Juz think tt you are luckier... N u say out loud tt I always say u go out I nvr get to go.."

I am really =.='''

Cos...

If you din compare with me,than,wat's with the "I think you are luckier than me"?
If you say I nvr give u face tt time,I think I am at fault,only this point.
Not becos of wat I've said.

Cos it's fact.
You are the one who starts the conversion by saying in front of other ppl as if I always gt to go out...
I juz wan to make myself clear tt I does not ALWAYS gt to go out k,dun say until like u r being bullied,like u gt no chance to go out k?

I can understand what you feel,but u din care abt the others in the first place isnt it?
U did not put urself in my shoe too,did u?
Do u noe how I feel at tt point of time?

I dun think I was in wrong yet I am the one who apologized.

The whole conversion ends with me keep apologizing n u r the one saying,"It's ok lah...anw I still treat u truly =) ...etc"

I am actually sick and tired of u.=X
I dunno,but tt's wat I feel.=/

I din say anything to u,I end the conversion by keep saying "Sorry".
I dunno y I'm apologizing when I dun feel even a bit of sorry...
Guess is cos I subconsciously want my frenz to feel better...

I enjoy working there,n also I enjoy the attachment,however,I'm kinda being influenced by ur emotions,whatever you said,whatever you did seemed to affect me somehow.

U r older than me,but somehow,I feel tt u r juz like a princess,as if you are younger than me,need reply on other ppl...=/

K lah,enough of my unhappy stuffs...

Share with u all some happy stuffs...

Gt my new spec,quite ok,I like it.=)
Will gt to meet my primary school best friend this Thursday for lunch! =)

Ok,I shall go to bed,take care everyone! =)

=Jac=