Lets forget the negatives!

Busy...

Tuesday, April 07, 2009 ( 2:05 AM )

Busy...

Was told that my bro cant defer his NS under Temasek Polytechnic (TP)...
I helped him to write in n ask for approval from the officer...etc
Helped him fax the reply to TP on his acceptance for the offer of Diploma in Mechatronics Course...etc

Received my Driving License by post today...^^ v
LoL...
My bro was saying that the license doesnt look nice...
Wahahaha...

But it's ok,cos it's mine...=X
Haha...

Been very vexed ever since Exams...
Cos...

Worried for my results...
And after exams,chiong driving lessons n test...
And after driving test,gt myself a weekend part-time job,n also help my bro on apply,appeal & accept,enrolment of polytechnic and deferment of NS n now,all these kinda,still haven end yet...=/

In juz short 1 month,everything was being thrown to me to settle...
I'm the guardian for this family I guess.=X

Now vexed cos I kinda facing the same qns everyday and in a situation where,all my friends had already apply and/got into University or they had already gt themselves a full-time job...

I had to ask myself everyday,"Had u made the rite choice?"
Factors affecting the qns are:

1) $$$
2) Family
3) Myself...etc

Yea,"Myself" was nvr the first to be taken into consideration,I will not and I cannot...

Accountancy was nvr a gd start for me,perhaps,I would say that it's not my cup of tea,erm,coffee...=X

There's no one there to guide/lead me the way,I figured it all on my own,I've made mistake and it was being brought forward n now...

I'm lost again.

I dunno y,everyday I slp with fear n woke up with doubts.

*P.S. They fully utilized their mouth yet no action was taken to help. All was after the credits and no one to take up the blame.

I'm lost,confused,doubt n fear.

Take Care all!
Bye~

*Prince Jac juz wanna be Extra-Ordinary once in a blue moon.

=Jac=